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I'm kind of lost, Buck

I'm kind of lost, Buck. And I just lost my mom, but... I realize I also kind oflost myself...

9-1-1 • S01E10 • 2018

I'm kind of lost, Buck. And I just lost my mom, but... I realize I also kind oflost myself a long time ago, and... I-I don't know, I think somewhere along the way, I just started caring somuch for everybody else that I stopped caring for myself. I mean, I used to be a personwho would travel the world swimming in competitions. And I... demanded so much from myself

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I'm kind of lost Buck

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And I just lost my mom but

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I realize I also kind of lost myself a long time ago

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and I I don't know

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I think somewhere along the way

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I just started caring so much for everybody else

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that I stopped caring for myself

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I mean I used to be a person who would travel the world

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swimming in competitions

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And I

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demanded so much from myself

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أشعر بالضياع يا باك

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فقدت أمي لكنني

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أدرك أنني أيض ا فقدت نفسي منذ وقت طويل

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و لاأعرف

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أعتقد في مكان ما

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أعتينت بالجميع كثيرا

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لكنني توقف عن الإعتناء بنفسي

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أعني اعتدت أن أكون شخص ا يسافر حول العالم

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السباحة في المسابقات

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وأنا

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أهملت نفسي كثيرا

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Ich fühle mich verloren Buck

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Ich habe Mom verloren aber

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Ich habe auch mich selbst verloren schon vor langer Zeit

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Irgendwann habe ich wohl damit angefangen

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mich so viel um alle anderen zu sorgen

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dass ich mich selbst vernachlässigt habe

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Ich meine früher bin ich um die Welt gereist

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habe an Wettkämpfen teilgenommen

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Und ich

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Ich wollte so viel für mich selbst

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Aku merasa bingung Buck

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Aku baru saja kehilangan ibuku tapi

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aku sadar sudah kehilangan jati diriku sejak lama juga

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Entahlah Kurasa seiring waktu

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aku mulai penuh perhatian pada semua orang

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Sehingga berhenti memperhatikan diriku sendiri

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Maksudku dahulu aku suka bepergian keliling dunia

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Berenang dan berkompetisi

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Dan aku banyak menuntut pada diriku

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Я запуталась Бак

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И я только что потеряла маму но

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я поняла что потеряла себя уже довольно давно

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и не знаю

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Думаю в какой то момент

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я вдруг стала заботиться о всех остальных

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но перестала заботиться о себе

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Раньше я была той кто готов объехать весь мир

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преодолевая все трудности

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И я

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так много требовала от себя

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Estoy algo perdida Buck

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Acabo de perder a mi mamá

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pero me doy cuenta

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de que me perdí a mí misma hace tiempo

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y no lo sé

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Creo que en algún punto comencé a cuidar a todos

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y me olvidé de cuidarme a mí misma

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Solía ser una persona que recorrería el mundo

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competencias de nado

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y me exigí tanto a mí misma

Available in 6 languages

Duration

37 seconds

Views

10

Timestamp in Movie

00:36:21

Uploaded

Mar 15, 2026

Season

1

Episode

10

Genres

action, drama, thriller

Production

Ryan Murphy Television,Ream Works,Brad Falchuk Teley-vision,20th Century Fox Television,20th Television

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Movie Summary

Explores the high-pressure experiences of the first responders who are thrust into the most frightening, shocking, and heart-stopping situations.