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Colin's condition and mind
have changed again lately. Colin actually had
his Aids diagnosis, suddenly became increasingly tired, uh, eye problems, which is worrying,
you know, and it's still extremely worrying. And my own physical things
have changed. Some days, I'm just so tired by kind
of 1pm or 2pm in the afternoon, I cannot work any longer. Part of me... It's awful. Part of me wants him
to go first so I can be there and look after him
and care for him. And part of me wants to go first so I don't have to live without him. And that's my fear. My fear will
always be losing him
have changed again lately. Colin actually had
his Aids diagnosis, suddenly became increasingly tired, uh, eye problems, which is worrying,
you know, and it's still extremely worrying. And my own physical things
have changed. Some days, I'm just so tired by kind
of 1pm or 2pm in the afternoon, I cannot work any longer. Part of me... It's awful. Part of me wants him
to go first so I can be there and look after him
and care for him. And part of me wants to go first so I don't have to live without him. And that's my fear. My fear will
always be losing him
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Colin's condition and mind
have changed again lately.
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Colin actually had
his Aids diagnosis,
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suddenly became increasingly tired,
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uh, eye problems, which is worrying,
you know,
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and it's still extremely worrying.
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And my own physical things
have changed.
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Some days, I'm just so tired by kind
of 1pm or 2pm in the afternoon,
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I cannot work any longer.
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Part of me...
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It's awful. Part of me wants him
to go first
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so I can be there and look after him
and care for him.
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And part of me wants to go first
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so I don't have to live without him.
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And that's my fear. My fear will
always be losing him.
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Movie Summary
Real stories, real voices. The Aids crisis as never told before, by those who survived - and those who did not. Frank, intimate accounts from the heart of a devastating epidemic.