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Ash

You know, aft... afterthe thought pops up, I'll... I'll spend hoursand hours thinking...

Ash • 2019
You know, aft... after
the thought pops up, I'll... I'll spend hours
and hours thinking about, uh, you know, whether or not
I'm... I'm a pedophile

Full Transcript

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You know, aft... after the thought pops up,
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I'll... I'll spend hours and hours thinking about,
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uh, you know, whether or not I'm... I'm a pedophile.
Duration
14 seconds
Views
24
Timestamp in Movie
01:01:05
Uploaded
Jun 17, 2025
Genres
drama
Production
Amazing Factory,Goodbye Productions

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Movie Summary

Reporting from the frontlines of the Okanagan wildfires, Stan documents uncommon heroism on his blog while hoping for a big break that’ll make him a household name beyond Peachland. But when he’s unexpectedly charged with a shocking crime, he must scramble to salvage his reputation with the civic leaders who respect him and save his marriage to Gail, the woman who’s supported him amidst his various struggles. But how will Gail react when the extent – and nature – of the charges are revealed and his innocence is hardly assured?
Whether... whether I'm a child molester, - Ash 00:10
Whether... whether I'm a child molester,
I could just turn the wheel, - Ash 00:05
I could just turn the wheel,
Or one time, I thought, uh, there's a pregnant woman I saw, - Ash 00:09
Or one time, I thought, uh, there's a pregnant woman I ...
I could kick her right in the stomach, - Ash 00:08
I could kick her right in the stomach,
Like, countless, like, um, uh, did I lock the car, - Ash 00:06
Like, countless, like, um, uh, did I lock the car,
Or um, I have these, like, horrible thoughts, - Ash 00:06
Or um, I have these, like, horrible thoughts,
Did I run over somebody with my van? - Ash 00:04
Did I run over somebody with my van?
Let's say, in a typical day, how much time do you spend - Ash 00:14
Let's say, in a typical day, how much time do you spend
On a stressful day, it... it could be, - Ash 00:07
On a stressful day, it... it could be,
What were you hoping to experience or discover - Ash 00:11
What were you hoping to experience or discover
I think I wanted to understand the thoughts, - Ash 00:05
I think I wanted to understand the thoughts,
If... if I wrote it down, if I typed it, - Ash 00:07
If... if I wrote it down, if I typed it,
Or, uh, if... if... if I could find somebody, - Ash 00:10
Or, uh, if... if... if I could find somebody,
And during the chatting, um, would you masturbate? - Ash 00:05
And during the chatting, um, would you masturbate?
I had, I mean, I had feelings, - Ash 00:06
I had, I mean, I had feelings,
I'd have tingling sensations in my hand, my arms. - Ash 00:07
I'd have tingling sensations in my hand, my arms.
After, after, uh, I'd spend hours hating myself. - Ash 00:06
After, after, uh, I'd spend hours hating myself.
Just think and think and think about the horrible things - Ash 00:07
Just think and think and think about the horrible things
Spinning, did that make me, was that proof I was a pedophile. - Ash 00:08
Spinning, did that make me, was that proof I was a pedophile...
Was that I'd hurt a kid. - Ash 00:09
Was that I'd hurt a kid.