He died on our wedding night. The same night you were conceived. He died the very instant...
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Young Mona: He died on our wedding night. The same night you were conceived. He died the very instant you were conceived.
Boy Beau: How?
Young Mona: By finishing. Into me. He had a heart murmur, just like you.
Boy Beau: Did it hurt?
Young Mona: I'm sure it was excruciating. It was the first time we made love. The first time either of us made love with anyone. Your grandpa and your great-grandpa died the same way. But he thought he might be different. I'm just as guilty. I urged him on. I wanted a normal life. I wanted a child. He died on top of me. Inside. I think about it and I want to rip my ears off. But then... but then that same trauma, which changed me so utterly, also resulted in the greatest gift of my life. I am so sorry for what your daddy passed down to you. I can't tell you how sorry I am
Boy Beau: How?
Young Mona: By finishing. Into me. He had a heart murmur, just like you.
Boy Beau: Did it hurt?
Young Mona: I'm sure it was excruciating. It was the first time we made love. The first time either of us made love with anyone. Your grandpa and your great-grandpa died the same way. But he thought he might be different. I'm just as guilty. I urged him on. I wanted a normal life. I wanted a child. He died on top of me. Inside. I think about it and I want to rip my ears off. But then... but then that same trauma, which changed me so utterly, also resulted in the greatest gift of my life. I am so sorry for what your daddy passed down to you. I can't tell you how sorry I am
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MONA He died on our wedding night
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The same night you were conceived
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He died the very instant you were conceived
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How
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By finishing
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SMACKS LIPS Into me
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He had a heart murmur just like you
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YOUNG BEAU Did it hurt
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I'm sure it was excruciating
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It was the first time we made love
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The first time either of us made love with anyone
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Your grandpa and your great grandpa
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died the same way
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But he thought he might be different
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I'm just as guilty
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I urged him on
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I wanted a normal life
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I wanted a child
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SOFTLY He died on top of me
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Inside
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I think about it I want to rip my ears off
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But then
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But then that same trauma
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which changed me so utterly
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also resulted in the greatest gift of my life
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I am so sorry for what your daddy passed down to you
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I can't tell you how sorry I am
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Movie Summary
Following the sudden death of his mother, a mild-mannered but anxiety-ridden man confronts his darkest fears as he embarks on an epic, Kafkaesque odyssey back home.
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