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He always promised that
he would try to do better and that I had to
trust that he loved me and that, even when
things were difficult, that I could count on him. ♪♪♪ But every time John
went into that spin cycle, it would immediately put me
back into a feeling of panic, of, like, "Oh, no." "I thought this was over." I had begun to
see a psychiatrist. And what my doctor
immediately said is, you know, "You have to focus on
yourself and work on yourself." ♪♪♪ It just sort of brought home
how things move so quickly, and there was so
much to do all the time. Helping him get the
things done he needed, I didn't think about
myself, really. John was supposed to go to LA to start working on a script
with Don Novello, Noble Rot
he would try to do better and that I had to
trust that he loved me and that, even when
things were difficult, that I could count on him. ♪♪♪ But every time John
went into that spin cycle, it would immediately put me
back into a feeling of panic, of, like, "Oh, no." "I thought this was over." I had begun to
see a psychiatrist. And what my doctor
immediately said is, you know, "You have to focus on
yourself and work on yourself." ♪♪♪ It just sort of brought home
how things move so quickly, and there was so
much to do all the time. Helping him get the
things done he needed, I didn't think about
myself, really. John was supposed to go to LA to start working on a script
with Don Novello, Noble Rot
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He always promised that
he would try to do better
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and that I had to
trust that he loved me
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and that, even when
things were difficult,
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that I could count on him.
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♪♪♪
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But every time John
went into that spin cycle,
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it would immediately put me
back into a feeling of panic,
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of, like, "Oh, no."
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"I thought this was over."
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I had begun to
see a psychiatrist.
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And what my doctor
immediately said is, you know,
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"You have to focus on
yourself and work on yourself."
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♪♪♪
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It just sort of brought home
how things move so quickly,
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and there was so
much to do all the time.
00:00:42.508 --> 00:00:44.691
Helping him get the
things done he needed,
00:00:44.727 --> 00:00:47.678
I didn't think about
myself, really.
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John was supposed to go to LA
00:00:51.333 --> 00:00:54.969
to start working on a script
with Don Novello, Noble Rot.
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Movie Summary
Using previously unheard audiotapes recorded shortly after John Belushi's death, director R.J. Cutler's documentary examines the too-short life of once-in-a-generation talent who captured the hearts and funny bones of devoted audi...
