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I realized I was trying to control something
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Chasing the Present

I realized I was tryingto control something

I realized I was trying
to control something

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I realized I was trying to control something.
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Timestamp in Movie
01:19:25
Uploaded
Jun 05, 2025
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documentary
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A materially successful young man, riddled with anxiety embarks on a worldwide journey of self inquiry, uncovering deep truths about who and what he is.
I was trying to control the medicine, - Chasing the Present 00:06
I was trying to control the medicine,
I'm here in Peru in the jungle drinking ayahuasca, - Chasing the Present 00:09
I'm here in Peru in the jungle drinking ayahuasca,
I remember having a thought of, well, if this is death - Chasing the Present 00:12
I remember having a thought of, well, if this is death
But you had reached that point of surrendering even - Chasing the Present 00:26
But you had reached that point of surrendering even
But I still do suffer in my life from anxiety. - Chasing the Present 00:04
But I still do suffer in my life from anxiety.
And I feel it coming, and then I do the same kind of thing - Chasing the Present 00:07
And I feel it coming, and then I do the same kind of thing
And I guess, what you just said makes a lot of sense. - Chasing the Present 00:05
And I guess, what you just said makes a lot of sense.
I have to maybe treat it like I did with the ayahuasca - Chasing the Present 00:09
I have to maybe treat it like I did with the ayahuasca
You were still there after you surrendered, right? - Chasing the Present 00:09
You were still there after you surrendered, right?
You were still there and identifying - Chasing the Present 00:15
You were still there and identifying
I think first and foremost, we have to concede that we are - Chasing the Present 00:09
I think first and foremost, we have to concede that we are
What we're here to do, as best as we possibly - Chasing the Present 00:27
What we're here to do, as best as we possibly
Where I see the light is an awakening of consciousness, - Chasing the Present 00:18
Where I see the light is an awakening of consciousness,
The most transforming effect of this recognition is that it - Chasing the Present 00:17
The most transforming effect of this recognition is that it
It doesn't even mean to say that we necessarily - Chasing the Present 00:25
It doesn't even mean to say that we necessarily
Everybody I work with has done everything. - Chasing the Present 00:05
Everybody I work with has done everything.
So I'm the only virgin, but yeah, I just - Chasing the Present 00:08
So I'm the only virgin, but yeah, I just
So through meditation, through practicing yoga... - Chasing the Present 00:07
So through meditation, through practicing yoga...
I'm just interested to know the different methods - Chasing the Present 00:05
I'm just interested to know the different methods
But the core of it is just this, - Chasing the Present 00:07
But the core of it is just this,