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Back then, I was a mess

Back then, I was a mess. You know. I thought thatI loved him. Erin. You were 16. He was...

Chicago P.D. • S01E15 • 2014

Back then, I was a mess. You know. I thought thatI loved him. Erin. You were 16. He was 25. Got you hookedon dope. Yeah. I don't denyany of that. But dad had beenlocked up foreverwhen my mom stopped coming home at all.Charlie kept the heat on. He kept foodon the table. I was loyal to him. And if that'sa fault of mine,then so be it. But, um... But my best friend, Annie, she was mixed upwith Charlie, too,and... And she got pulledinto some stuff, way worse than meand, um... Hey

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Back then I was a mess

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You know

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I thought that I loved him

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Erin You were 16

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He was 25

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Got you hooked on dope

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Yeah I don't deny any of that

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But dad had been locked up forever when my mom

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stopped coming home at all Charlie kept the heat on

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He kept food on the table

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I was loyal to him

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And if that's a fault of mine then so be it

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But um

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But my best friend Annie

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she was mixed up with Charlie too and

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And she got pulled into some stuff

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way worse than me and um

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SOFTLY Hey

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A l'époque j'étais perdu

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Tu sais

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Je pensais que je l'aimais

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Tu avais 16 ans

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Il avait 25 ans

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Il t'as rendu accro à la drogue

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Ouais Je ne nie rien de ça

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Mais papa était emprisonné pour toujours

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et quand ma mère a arrête de venir à la maison

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Charlie m'aidait à continuer

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Il mettait de la nourriture sur la table

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J'étais loyale envers lui

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Et si c'est de ma faute alors ainsi soit il

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Mais

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Ma meilleure amie Annie

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Elle était mêlée avec Charlie aussi

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Et elle a été mêlée dans certaines choses

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D'une manière pire que la mienne

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Dahulu aku berantakan

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Kau tahu

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Aku kira aku cinta dia

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Erin Waktu itu kau 16 tahun

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Dia 25 tahun

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Dia buat kau kecanduan

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Ya aku tak menyangkal itu

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Tetapi Ayah lama dipenjara dan saat ibuku

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tak pulang sama sekali Charlie menolong

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Dia memberiku makan

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Aku setia padanya

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Dan kalau itu salahku biarlah

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Tetapi

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Tetapi sahabatku Annie

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dia kenal Charlie juga dan

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Dan dia terlibat dalam urusan

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yang jauh lebih parah dariku Hei

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En ese entonces yo era un desastre

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Tú sabes

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Pensé que lo amaba Erin

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Tenías 16

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Él 25

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Tiene deteniada la droga

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Sí No niego nada de eso

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Pero papá había sido encerrado para siempre

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y cuando mi madre dejó de venir a casa

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Charlie mantenía la calefacción

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Mantenía la comida en la mesa

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Yo era leal a él

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Y si ese error fue mío entonces que así sea

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Pero

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Mi mejor amiga Annie

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también se involucró con Charlie y

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Se detuvo en algo

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muchos peores que yo y

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Oye

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Back then I was a mess

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You know

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I thought that I loved him Erin

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You were 16

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He was 25

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He got you hooked on dope

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Yeah I don't deny any of that

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But dad had been locked up forever

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And when my mom stopped coming home at all

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Charlie kept the heat on

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He kept food on the table

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I was loyal to him

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And if that's a fault of mine then so be it

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But um

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My best friend annie

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She was mixed up with charlie too and

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And she got pulled into some stuff

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Way worse than me and um

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Hey

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Duration

48 seconds

Views

13

Timestamp in Movie

00:22:01

Uploaded

Mar 16, 2026

Season

1

Episode

15

Genres

action, crime, drama

Production

Equinoxe Films

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Movie Summary

Follows District 21 of the Chicago Police Department, made up of two different groups: the uniformed cops and the Intelligence Unit.