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But not his despair. I mean, I wanna live
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But not his despair.I mean, I wanna live

But not his despair.
I mean, I wanna live

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But not his despair. I mean, I wanna live.
Duration
4 seconds
Views
448
Timestamp in Movie
00:43:00
Uploaded
Jun 29, 2025
Genres
drama, mystery, thriller
Production
Arclight Films,Omeira Studio Partners,Killer Films,Fibonacci Films,Big Indie Pictures

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Movie Summary

A minister of a small congregation in upstate New York grapples with mounting despair brought on by tragedy, worldly concerns and a tormented past.
Well, from a police point of view, - First Reformed 00:07
Well, from a police point of view,
Still, I'd probably clean up the office, - First Reformed 00:07
Still, I'd probably clean up the office,
Think I should probably call my parents. My sister. - First Reformed 00:05
Think I should probably call my parents. My sister.
I stayed while she called her sister. - First Reformed 00:09
I stayed while she called her sister.
Damn. I'm sorry, Joseph! I'm so sorry. - First Reformed 00:04
Damn. I'm sorry, Joseph! I'm so sorry.
Terrible night No sooner than I shut my eyes - First Reformed 00:28
Terrible night No sooner than I shut my eyes
I awoke at three with a cry. - First Reformed 00:08
I awoke at three with a cry.
How easily they talk about prayer - First Reformed 00:05
How easily they talk about prayer
Excuse me? Oh, my goodness! - First Reformed 00:05
Excuse me? Oh, my goodness!
If happiness came in pill size - First Reformed 00:09
If happiness came in pill size
I find myself in prayer - First Reformed 00:04
I find myself in prayer
Thank you, Jason. That is very inspiring. - First Reformed 00:05
Thank you, Jason. That is very inspiring.
Praise Jesus. My every breath is a prayer. - First Reformed 00:05
Praise Jesus. My every breath is a prayer.
Uh, thoughts? Reactions? Yes? Cynthia. - First Reformed 00:06
Uh, thoughts? Reactions? Yes? Cynthia.
Um... You all know Reverend Toller - First Reformed 00:06
Um... You all know Reverend Toller
How... How do you answer this, Reverend? - First Reformed 00:04
How... How do you answer this, Reverend?
There's a lot of church people, - First Reformed 00:10
There's a lot of church people,
I think, Cynthia, what your father is experiencing is... - First Reformed 00:04
I think, Cynthia, what your father is experiencing is...
That's what he means. Christianity is for losers? - First Reformed 00:04
That's what he means. Christianity is for losers?
I just get tired of turn the other cheek - First Reformed 00:13
I just get tired of turn the other cheek