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I can't help but keep wondering
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First Reformed

I can't helpbut keep wondering what I should havedone differently

I can't help
but keep wondering what I should have
done differently

Full Transcript

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I can't help but keep wondering
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what I should have done differently.
Duration
6 seconds
Views
48
Timestamp in Movie
01:03:05
Uploaded
Jun 29, 2025
Genres
drama, mystery, thriller
Production
Arclight Films,Omeira Studio Partners,Killer Films,Fibonacci Films,Big Indie Pictures

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Movie Summary

A minister of a small congregation in upstate New York grapples with mounting despair brought on by tragedy, worldly concerns and a tormented past.
I was raised in the church - First Reformed 00:13
I was raised in the church
I was raised in the church - First Reformed 00:06
I was raised in the church
Yeah. I'll, uh... I'm gonna go get some boxes. - First Reformed 00:04
Yeah. I'll, uh... I'm gonna go get some boxes.
Uh, Reverend? Um, - First Reformed 00:09
Uh, Reverend? Um,
Just, the words, just don't come. - First Reformed 00:05
Just, the words, just don't come.
Dear Heavenly Father, - First Reformed 00:07
Dear Heavenly Father,
I held her hand, I spoke, - First Reformed 00:12
I held her hand, I spoke,
I can no longer ignore my health. - First Reformed 00:11
I can no longer ignore my health.
No, I have not lost my faith. - First Reformed 00:04
No, I have not lost my faith.
"And the rich man said I will pull down my barns, - First Reformed 00:14
"And the rich man said I will pull down my barns,
"But God said unto his disciples, - First Reformed 00:14
"But God said unto his disciples,
"The life is more than meat, - First Reformed 00:11
"The life is more than meat,
We lower a fiber optic camera down the throat and esophagus, - First Reformed 00:06
We lower a fiber optic camera down the throat and esophagus,
It depends on how far advanced the tumor is. - First Reformed 00:04
It depends on how far advanced the tumor is.
Well, diet, medication, chemo, even surgery. - First Reformed 00:05
Well, diet, medication, chemo, even surgery.
Okay. I'd like to schedule - First Reformed 00:05
Okay. I'd like to schedule
We have an open slot week after next. - First Reformed 00:05
We have an open slot week after next.
My diet? Um, I'm hungry, I eat. - First Reformed 00:05
My diet? Um, I'm hungry, I eat.
We tend to think that anxiety and worry - First Reformed 00:27
We tend to think that anxiety and worry
We tend to think that anxiety and worry - First Reformed 00:31
We tend to think that anxiety and worry