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My petty ailments have made me bad tempered
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First Reformed

My petty ailments have made me bad tempered. I fight the urge to write down the thoughts...

Reverend Ernst Toller: [Toller lies fully clothed on the bed. V.O] My petty ailments have made me bad tempered. I fight the urge to write down the thoughts which come to my mind

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My petty ailments have made me bad tempered
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I fight the urge not to write down
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the thoughts which come to my mind
Duration
8 seconds
Views
786
Timestamp in Movie
00:37:23
Uploaded
Jun 29, 2025
Genres
drama, mystery, thriller
Production
Arclight Films,Omeira Studio Partners,Killer Films,Fibonacci Films,Big Indie Pictures

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Movie Summary

A minister of a small congregation in upstate New York grapples with mounting despair brought on by tragedy, worldly concerns and a tormented past.
The desire to pray itself is a type of prayer - First Reformed 00:09
The desire to pray itself is a type of prayer
Yeah, the church is having its 250th anniversary. - First Reformed 00:04
Yeah, the church is having its 250th anniversary.
Abundant Life is planning quite the ceremony. - First Reformed 00:04
Abundant Life is planning quite the ceremony.
No. But she was concerned. We... We both were. - First Reformed 00:04
No. But she was concerned. We... We both were.
All right, do you mind if I follow behind you? All right. - First Reformed 00:04
All right, do you mind if I follow behind you? All right.
If you find anything else - First Reformed 00:09
If you find anything else
But not his despair. I mean, I wanna live. - First Reformed 00:04
But not his despair. I mean, I wanna live.
Well, from a police point of view, - First Reformed 00:07
Well, from a police point of view,
Still, I'd probably clean up the office, - First Reformed 00:07
Still, I'd probably clean up the office,
Think I should probably call my parents. My sister. - First Reformed 00:05
Think I should probably call my parents. My sister.
I stayed while she called her sister. - First Reformed 00:09
I stayed while she called her sister.
Damn. I'm sorry, Joseph! I'm so sorry. - First Reformed 00:04
Damn. I'm sorry, Joseph! I'm so sorry.
Terrible night No sooner than I shut my eyes - First Reformed 00:28
Terrible night No sooner than I shut my eyes
I awoke at three with a cry. - First Reformed 00:08
I awoke at three with a cry.
How easily they talk about prayer - First Reformed 00:05
How easily they talk about prayer
Excuse me? Oh, my goodness! - First Reformed 00:05
Excuse me? Oh, my goodness!
If happiness came in pill size - First Reformed 00:09
If happiness came in pill size
I find myself in prayer - First Reformed 00:04
I find myself in prayer
Thank you, Jason. That is very inspiring. - First Reformed 00:05
Thank you, Jason. That is very inspiring.
Praise Jesus. My every breath is a prayer. - First Reformed 00:05
Praise Jesus. My every breath is a prayer.