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Terrible night No sooner than I shut my eyes
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A terrible night. No sooner than I shut my eyes desolation came upon me. What is one's...

Reverend Ernst Toller: A terrible night. No sooner than I shut my eyes desolation came upon me. What is one's last thought as you pull the trigger? "There goes my head" or "Jesus watch over me?" Or neither? I'm going to tear these pages out. This journal brings me no peace. It's self-pity, nothing more

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Terrible night No sooner than I shut my eyes
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desolation came upon me
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What is one's last thought as you pull the trigger
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There goes my head
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Or Jesus watch over me Or neither
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I'm going to tear these pages out
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This journal brings me no peace
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It's self pity Nothing more
Duration
28 seconds
Views
968
Timestamp in Movie
00:46:29
Uploaded
Jun 29, 2025
Production
Arclight Films,Omeira Studio Partners,Killer Films,Fibonacci Films,Big Indie Pictures

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Movie Summary

A minister of a small congregation in upstate New York grapples with mounting despair brought on by tragedy, worldly concerns and a tormented past.

Actors

Ethan Hawke
Toller