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When you don't want to feel

Girl, Interrupted

When you don't want to feel...... death can seem like a dream. But seeing death.........

Girl, Interrupted • 1999

When you don't want to feel...... death can seem like a dream. But seeing death...... really seeing it...... makes dreaming about itfucking ridiculous. Maybe there's a moment,growing up...... when something peels back. Maybe we look for secrets becausewe can't believe our minds. Though I missed Lisa,life was easier without her. A thought is a hard thingto control. All I know is thatI began to feel again. Crazy? Sane? Whatever I was, I knew there wasonly one way back to the world...... and that was to use the place...... to talk. So I saw the great and wonderfulDr. Wick three times a week...... and I let her hearevery thought in my head

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When you don't want to feel

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death can seem like a dream

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But seeing death

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really seeing it

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makes dreaming about it fucking ridiculous

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Maybe there's a moment growing up

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when something peels back

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Maybe we look for secrets because we can't believe our minds

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Though I missed Lisa life was easier without her

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A thought is a hard thing to control

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All I know is that I began to feel again

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Crazy Sane

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Whatever I was I knew there was only one way back to the world

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and that was to use the place

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to talk

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So I saw the great and wonderful Dr Wick three times a week

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and I let her hear every thought in my head

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عندما يريد المرء أن يكف عن الشعور

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يمكن للموت أن يبدو كحلم

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ولكن رؤية الموت

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رؤيته في الواقع

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تجعل الحلم بشأنه أمرا سخيفا جدا

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لربما هناك لحظة يصادفها المرء وهو يكبر

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حين يتكش ف فيها أمر ما

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قد نبحث عن الأسرار لأننا نعجز عن تصديق عقولنا

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ومع أني افتقدت ليزا إلا أن الحياة كانت أسهل من دونها

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الفكرة أمر يصعب التحكم فيه في العالم الحقيقي

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كل ما أعرفه أني بدأت أستعيد الشعور

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مجنونة سليمة العقل

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ومهما كان حالي كنت أعلم أن هناك طريقة واحدة للعودة إلى العالم

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وكانت تلك الطريقة باستغلال هذا المكان

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للتحدث

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وهكذا كنت أقابل الطبيبة العظيمة والرائعة ويك 3 مرات أسبوعيا

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وتركتها تصغي إلى كل فكرة تجول في رأسي

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Kada ne želiš osjećati smrt se može doimati poput sna

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Ali vidjeti smrt stvarno je vidjeti

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fantazije o njoj čini prokleto smiješnim

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Možda postoji trenutak u odrastanju kada se nešto prelomi i

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Mi tragamo za tajnama jer

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lako mi Lisa nedostaje moj život bez nje puno je lakši

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Misli je teško kontrolirati

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Znam samo da sam opet počela osjećati

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Znala sam da postoji samo jedan put povratka a to je iskreni razgovor

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Tako sam tri puta tjedno viđala Dr Wick

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i dozvolila joj da čuje svaku misao u mojoj glavi

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Když nechceš prožívat emoce

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smrt se zdá být jako snadný útěk

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Ale když vidíš smrt

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opravdu ji vidíš

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tak sen o ní je úplně směšný

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Ale možná se blíží moment

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kdy ztratíš citovou jistotu

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Možná hledáme tajemství protože nevěříme sami sobě

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I když mi Lisa schází život bez ní je lehčí

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Myšlenku je těžké kontrolovat

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U ž jsem zase začala prožívat emoce

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Jsem blázen Jsem normální

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Atťjsem byla cokoliv tak jsem věděla že je pouze jedna cesta zpět

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A ta cesta je přijít sem

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a mluvit o tom

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Takže jsem se třikrát týdně scházela se skvělou doktorkou Wickovou

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a nechala jsem ji vyslechnout každou moji myšlenku

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Als je niet wilt voelen kan de dood een droom lijken

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Maar als je de dood ziet echt ziet

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wordt het dromen ervan verdomd belachelijk

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Misschien is er een moment als je opgroeit dat er zich iets openbaart

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Misschien

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We zoeken naar geheimen

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Ik miste Lisa maar het leven was makkelijker zonder haar

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Ik weet alleen dat ik nu weer dingen ga voelen

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Gek of gezond ik wist dat ik alleen terug kon naar de wereld

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door te praten

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Dus zag ik de fantastische dr Wick drie keer per week

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en vertelde haar al m'n gedachten

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Kun ihminen ei halua tuntea kuolema voi tuntua unelmalta

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Kun kuoleman nkee kun todella nkee sen

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siit unelmoiminen tuntuu helvetin naurettavalta

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Ehk jossain varttumisen vaiheessa kun jokin kuoriutuu esiin

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Etsimme salaisuuksia

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Kaipaan Lisaa mutta elm on helpompaa ilman hnt

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E i ole helppoa hallita ajatuksiaan

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Tiedn vain ett min aloin taas tuntea

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Psisin takaisin maailmaan vain kyttmll laitosta hyvkseni

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joten tapasin tohtori Wickin kolmesti viikossa

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ja kerroin hnelle kaiken mit pssni liikkui

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Quand on ne veut plus rien ressentir

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il nous arrive de rêver de la mort

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Mais être confronté à la mort

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la voir en face

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rend ce rêve totalement absurde

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Il y a peut être un moment en grandissant

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où quelque chose se dévoile

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On recherche les secrets plutôt que nous fier à notre raison

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Lisa me manquait mais la vie était plus facile sans elle

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La pensée est difficile à contrôler

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Mais je ressentais les choses à nouveau

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Folle Saine d'esprit

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Quoi qu'il en soit le seul moyen de réintégrer la société

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était de me servir de cet endroit

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pour m'exprimer

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Alors je voyais le génial Dr Wick trois fois par semaine

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et je lui racontais ce qui me passait par la tête

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Wenn du nichts fühlen willst

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kann der Tod wie ein Traum erscheinen

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Aber den Tod zu sehen

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ihn wirklich zu sehen

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lässt die Träume davon verdammt lächerlich aussehen

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Vielleicht gibt es einen Moment beim Erwachsenwerden

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wenn etwas zurückgeschält wird

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Vielleicht suchen wir Geheimnisse weil wir unserem Geist nicht vertrauen

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Obwohl ich Lisa vermisste war das Leben ohne sie einfacher

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Ein Gedanke ist schwierig zu kontrollieren

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Alles was ich weiß ist dass ich wieder anfing zu fühlen

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Verrückt Gesund

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Was auch immer ich war ich wusste dass es nur einen Weg in die Welt gab

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und das war diesen Ort

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zum Reden zu benutzen

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Also sah ich die große und wundervolle Dr Wick dreimal pro Woche

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und ich ließ sie jeden Gedanken in meinem Kopf wissen

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Ha nem akarsz érezni

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az élet olyannak tűnik mint egy álom

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De ha látod a halált

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látod a valóságban

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akkor a róla való álmodozás nevetségessé válik

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Talán eljön egy pillanat az ember felnő

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és felsejlik a rejtély

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Talán azért keresünk titkokat mert nem hiszünk az eszünknek

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Bár hiányzott nekem Lisa nélküle könnyebb volt az élet

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A gondolatot nehéz kontrollálni

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De elkezdtem újra érezni

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Őrült Épeszű

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Bármi voltam tudtam hogy egy út vezet vissza a világba

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ha arra használom az időt

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hogy beszéljek

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Hetente háromszor elmentem a csodálatos Dr Wickhez

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és elétártam minden gondolatomat

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Þegar þú vilt ekki finna neitt

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getur dauðinn verið sem draumur

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En það að sjá dauðann

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að sjá hann í alvöru

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gerir drauma um hann algerlega fáránlega

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Kannski er það andartak þegar við stækkum

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að eitthvað flagnar frá

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Kannski horfum við á leyndarmál því við trúum ekki hugsuninni

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Ég saknaði Lísu en lífið var auðveldara án hennar

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Það er erfitt að hafa stjórn á hugsuninni

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Ég veit bara að ég fékk aftur tilfinningu

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Brjálæði Heilbrigði

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Hvað sem ég var þá var aðeins ein leið aftur til heimsins

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og hún var sú að nota staðinn

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til að tala

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Ég fór því þrisvar í viku til hins dásamlega læknis Wick

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og lýsti öllu því sem mér datt í hug

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Når man ikke vil føle noe kan døden fortone seg som en drøm

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Men om man ser døden virkelig ser den

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blir fantasier om den jævla latterlige

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Kanskje det er øyeblikk hvor man mister beskyttelsen

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Vi søker etter hemmeligheter

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Jeg savner Lisa men livet er lettere uten henne

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Det er ikke så lett å kontrollere tankene sine

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Det eneste jeg vet er at jeg begynte å føle noe igjen

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Jeg visste at den eneste veien ut derfra var å utnytte stedet

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Så jeg fikk treffe Dr Wick tre ganger i uka

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Og jeg fortalte henne alt som falt meg inn

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Gdy nie czujesz się zbyt dobrze

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śmierć wydaje się być snem

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Ale gdy zobaczysz śmierć

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na własne oczy

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czyni ten sen żałosnym

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Może jest taka chwila gdy się dorasta

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i coś z ciebie opada

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Może szukamy sekretów bo nie dowierzamy umysłowi

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Choć brakowało mi Lisy życie bez niej było łatwiejsze

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Trudno kontrolować myśli

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Wiem tylko że uczucia wróciły

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Szalona Zdrowa

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Jak by nie było wiedziałam że mogę wrócić do świata tylko

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jedną drogą Używając szpitala

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jak mównicy

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Więc chodziłam do wspaniałej dr Wick trzy razy w tygodniu

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i nie ukrywałam przed nią żadnej myśli

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Когда ты не хочешь чувствовать

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смерть может показаться сном

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Но увидев смерть

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по настоящему увидев ее

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ты начинаешь считать мечты о ней очень смешными

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Может это какой то момент взросление

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когда что то отпадет от тебя

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Может мы ищем секреты потому что не верим своему уму

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Х оть я и скучала по Лизе без нее жизнь была легче

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Очень тяжело контролировать мысли

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Но я знаю что начинаю заново чувствовать

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Сумасшедшая Здравомыслящая

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Кем бы я ни была я знала что есть только один путь назад в мир

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нужно использовать это место

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чтобы выговориться

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Я виделась с замечательным доктором Вик трижды в неделю

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и она выслушивала все мысли возникающие в моей голове

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Cuando no quieras sentir

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la muerte puede parecer un sueño

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Pero ver la muerte

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verla de verdad

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hace que soñar con ella parezca ridículo

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Quizás haya un momento mientras creces

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cuando todo se revela

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Quizás buscamos secretos por no fiarnos de nuestra mente

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Aunque me faltaba Lisa la vida era más fácil sin ella

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Es difícil controlar una idea

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Solo sé que sentía de nuevo

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Loca Cuerda

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Fuera lo que fuera sólo había una manera de volver

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y era utilizar el lugar

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para hablar

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Así que visitaba a la gran Dra Wick tres veces a la semana

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y le contaba todo lo que había en mi cabeza

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Nr man inte vill knna kan döden te sig som en dröm

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Men om man ser döden verkligen ser den

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blir fantasier om den bara jvligt fåniga

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Kanske uppenbarar sig ett tillflle nr man blir avskalad

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Vi söker efter hemligheter

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Jag saknade Lisa men livet var lttare utan henne

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Det r inte så ltt att kontrollera sina tankar

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Det enda jag vet r att jag började knna igen

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Jag visste att den enda vgen tillbaka var att utnyttja stllet

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så jag trffade dr Wick tre gånger i veckan

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och berttade precis allt som föll mig in

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Hissetmek istemediğinizde

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ölüm rüya gibi gelebilir

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Ama ölümü görmek

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gerçekten görmek

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onu hayal etmeyi çok saçma gösteriyor

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Belki insan büyürken bir noktada

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duygusal kalkan kalkıyor

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Belki zihnimize inanamadığımız için sırlar aramaya başlıyoruz

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Lisa'yı özlemiş olsam da hayat onsuz daha rahattı

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Düşünceyi kontrol etmek zor

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Tek bildiğim Yeniden hissediyordum

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Deli ya da akıllı

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Her ne idiysem dünyaya dönmenin tek yolu olduğunu anlamıştım

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Bu orayı konuşmak için

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kullanmaktı

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Büyük harika Dr Wick'i haftada üç kez görmeye başladım

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Ve kafamdaki her düşünceyi anlattım ona

Available in 16 languages

Duration

61 seconds

Views

36

Timestamp in Movie

01:41:05

Uploaded

Mar 12, 2026

Genres

biography, drama

Production

Red Wagon Entertainment,Columbia Pictures

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Movie Summary

Based on writer Susanna Kaysen's account of her 18-month stay at a mental hospital in the late 1960s.