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Valerie:
You know, I can take a lot of crazy shit from a lot of crazy people. But you--you are not crazy.Susanna:Then what's wrong with me, huh? What the fuck is going on inside my head? Tell me, Dr. Val, what's your diag-nonsense?Valerie: You are a lazy, self-indulgent little girl who is driving herself crazy.Susanna:Is that your... *professional* opinion, huh? Is that what you've learned in your advanced studies at night school for Negro welfare mothers? I mean, Melvin doesn't have a clue, Wick is a *psycho* and you... you *pretend* to be a doctor. You sign the charts and dole out meds. But *you* ain't no doctor, Miss Valerie. You ain't nothing but a black nursemaid.Valerie:And you're just throwing it away
You know, I can take a lot of crazy shit from a lot of crazy people. But you--you are not crazy.Susanna:Then what's wrong with me, huh? What the fuck is going on inside my head? Tell me, Dr. Val, what's your diag-nonsense?Valerie: You are a lazy, self-indulgent little girl who is driving herself crazy.Susanna:Is that your... *professional* opinion, huh? Is that what you've learned in your advanced studies at night school for Negro welfare mothers? I mean, Melvin doesn't have a clue, Wick is a *psycho* and you... you *pretend* to be a doctor. You sign the charts and dole out meds. But *you* ain't no doctor, Miss Valerie. You ain't nothing but a black nursemaid.Valerie:And you're just throwing it away
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You know I can take a lot of crazy shit from a lot of crazy people
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but you
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You are not crazy
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Then what's wrong with me
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What the fuck's going on inside my head
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Tell me Dr Val what's your diag nonsense
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You are a lazy self indulgent little girl
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who is driving herself crazy
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Is that your medical opinion Huh
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Is that what you've learned in your studies at night school
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for Negro welfare mothers
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I mean Melvin doesn't have a clue Wick is a psycho And you
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pretend you're a doctor
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You sign charts and dole out meds but you's ain't no doctor Miss Valerie
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You's ain't nothing but a black nursemaid
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And you're just throwing it away
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تعلمين يمكنني تحمل الكثير من السخافات من الكثير من المجانين
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ولكن أنت
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أنت لست مجنونة
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إذن ما خطبي
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ماذا يدور في رأسي بحق الجحيم
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أخبريني أيتها الطبيبة فال ما الهراء الذي تشخصين به مرضي
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أنت فتاة صغيرة كسولة ومنغمسة في الملذات
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تقود نفسها نحو الجنون
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أهذا هو رأيك الطبي
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أهذا ما تعلمت ه أثناء دراستك المتقدمة في المدرسة الليلية
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المخصصة للأمهات الزنجيات اللواتي يتلقين إعانة حكومية
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أقصد أن ملفين لا يعرف شيئا و ويك مخبولة أما أنت
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فتتظاهرين بأنك طبيبة
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إنك توقعين الجداول وتوزعين الأدوية ولكنك لست بطبيبة آنسة فاليري
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لست سوى مربية أطفال سوداء
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وتقولين ذلك ببساطة دون تفكير
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Ja mogu podnijeti mnoga sranja od dosta ludih ljudi
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ali ti nisi luda
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Ali što onda sa mnom nije u redu Koji se vrag događa u mojoj glavi
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Koja je tvoja dia glupost Dr Val
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Ti si jedno lijeno samopopustljivo malo derište koje samo sebe izluđuje
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Je li to tvoj profesionalni sud
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Jesi to naučila na naprednom kursu večernje škole crnkinja na socijali
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Melvin nema pojma Wick je luda a ti se pretvaraš da si doktor
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Ti potpisuješ kartone i djeliš ljekove ali nisi doktor Valerie
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Ti nisi ništa drugo nego crna dadilja
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A ti pak samo sve odbacuješ
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Víš snesu spoustu vëcí od tëch bláznů
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Ale ty
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Ty nejsi blázen
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Tak co je se mnou
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Tak co se sakra dëje v mojí hlavë
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Řeknëte mi to doktorko Val Jaká je vaše diago pitomóza
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Seš líná pohodlná malá holka
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která ze sebe dëlá blázna
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Tohle je váš medicínský názor Co
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Tohle jste se učila na večerní škole
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pro černé sociální matky
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Chci říci Melvin je zmatenej Wicková je psychopat A vy
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předstíráte že jste doktorka
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Podepisujete karty a rozdëlujete léky ale nejste doktorka slečno Valerie
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Nejste nic jen černá vychovatelka
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A ty to jen vzdáváš
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Ik pik heel veel gezeik van een hele hoop gekke mensen
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maar jij bent niet gek
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Wat is er dan mis met me Wat gebeurt er verdomme in m'n hoofd
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Wat is je diagnonsens dr Val
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Je bent een lui egoïïstisch meisje dat zichzelf tot waanzin drijft
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Is dat je professionele oordeel
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Heb je dat geleerd op de avondschool voor zwarte bijstandsmoeders
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Melvin snapt er niks van Wick is gestoord
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en jij doet je voor als dokter
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Je deelt medicijnen uit maar je bent geen dokter
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Je bent maar een zwart verpleegstertje
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Je vergooit je leven
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Kestän aika paljon hullujen ihmisten temppuilua
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mutta sinä et ole hullu
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Mikä minua sitten riivaa Mitä päässäni pyörii
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Miten diagnoosi kuuluu tohtori Val
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Olet laiska itsekeskeinen pikkutyttö joka tekee itsensä hulluksi
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Onko tuo lääkärin mielipiteesi
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Opitko tuon avustuksilla elävien neekeriäitien iltakurssilla
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Melvin ei tajua mitään Wick on hullu ja sinä olet olevinasi lääkäri
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Allekirjoitat potilaskortit ja jaat lääkkeet
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mutta olet pelkkä musta palvelija
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Sinä heität kaiken hukkaan
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Je peux supporter des tas de conneries de la part de plein de dingues
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mais toi
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tu n'es pas folle
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Alors qu'est ce que j'ai
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Que se passe t il dans ma putain de tête
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Dr Val quel est ton diable gnostique
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Tu es une petite flemmarde qui ne se ref use rien
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et qui se rend folle
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C'est un avis médical ça
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Ce que tu as appris aux cours du soir
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pour négresses assistées
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Melvin est nul Wick est psychopathe Et toi
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tu joues les docteurs
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Tu signes les feuilles distribues les cachets mais t'es pas docteu'
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T'es rien qu'une bonne d'enfants noire
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Et toi tu fous ta vie en I'air
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Du weißt ich kann viel Irres von Verrückten ertragen
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aber du
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Du bist nicht verrückt
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Was stimmt dann nicht mit mir
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Was zum Teufel geht in meinem Kopf vor
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Sag es mir Dr Val was ist dein Diag Nonsens
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Du bist ein faules schwaches kleines Mädchen
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das sich selbst verrückt macht
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Ist das deine medizinische Meinung
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Ist es das was du in deinen Abendkursen gelernt hast
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für schwarze Mütter die von der Sozialhilfe leben
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Ich meine Melvin hat keine Ahnung Wick ist ein Psycho Und du
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tust so als wärst du Arzt
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Du unterschreibst Charts gibst Medizin aus aber Arzt bist du keiner
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Du bist nichts als eine schwarze Schwesternhelferin
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Und du wirfst alles weg
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Elég örültséget hallottam már mindenféle örültektöl
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De töled
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Te nem vagy örült
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Akkor mi a baj velem
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Mi a franc játszódik le a fejemben
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Na Dr Val mi a diag nonszensze
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Az hogy egy lusta akaratos kislány vagy
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aki önmagát akarja megörjíteni
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Ez az orvosi szakvéleménye Mi
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Ezt tanulta az esti iskolai tanulmányai során
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a többi néger segélyessel
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Melvinnek sejtése sincsen semmiröl Wick örült És maga
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játssza az orvost
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Kartonokat ír gyógyszereket oszt de nem orvos Miss Valerie
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Maga csak egy fekete kedves növér
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Te meg eldobod magadtól az életed
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Margir brjálæðingar segja alls kyns dellu við mig
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En þú
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Þ ú ert ekki brjáluð
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Hvað er þá að mér
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Hvað er að gerast í hausnum á mér
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Val læknir hver er sjúkdómsmeining þín
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Þ ú ert löt lítil stúlka og eftirlátssöm við sjálfa þig
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Þ ú ert að æra þig
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Er þetta skoðun þín sem læknis
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Lærðirðu þetta í námi þínu í kvöldskóla
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fyrir svertingjamæður á féló
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Melvin veir ekkert Wick er brjáluð Og þú
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þykist vera geðlæknir
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Þ ú kvittar á kort og skrifar lyfseðla en ert enginn læknir frk Valerie
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Þ ú ert ekkert annað en þeldökk barnfóstra
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Þ ú hendir öllu frá þér
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Jeg tåler mye gal oppførsel fra gale personer
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Men du er ikke gal
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Hva feiler det meg da Hva i helvete foregår i hodet mitt
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Hvordan lyder diagnosen Dr Val
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Du er en lat selvopptatt liten jente som driver deg selv til vanvidd
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Er det din profesjonelle mening
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Lærte du det på et kveldskurs for negermødre på sosialbidrag
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Melvin skjønner ingenting Wick er gal og du skal liksom være lege
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Du skriver ut journaler og deler ut medisin
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men du er bare en svart sykepleier
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Du kaster bort livet ditt
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Wiesz potrafię znieść różne szaleństwa wariatów
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ale nie twoje
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Ty nie jesteś szalona
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To co ze mną nie tak
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Co do diabła dzieje się w mojej głowie
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Doktor Val jak brzmi diag nonsens
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Jesteś leniwą małą dziewczynką która sobie pobłaża
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i doprowadza się do obłędu
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To twoja medyczna opinia
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To tego nauczyłaś się na kursach wieczorowych
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dla czarnych pod opieką państwa
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Melvin nie ma o niczym pojęcia Wick ma bzika
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Ty udajesz lekarza
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Podpisujesz karty i podajesz leki ale żadna z ciebie lekarka Valerie
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Jesteś zwykłą czarną siostrą
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A ty marnujesz to co masz
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Знаешь я могу многое стерпеть от сумасшедших
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но ты
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Ты не сумасшедшая
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Т огда что у меня не так
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Что за бред происходит в моей голове
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Скажите мне д р Вал каков ваш диаг нонсенс
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Ты ленивая потворствующая своим желаниям девчонка
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которая сводит себя с ума
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Это ваше медицинское заключение Да
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Этому вас научили в вечерней школе
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для черных мамочек на пособии
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Мелвин ни черта не знает Вик психопатка А ты
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изображаешь доктора
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Подписываешь карты выдаешь лекарства но ты не доктор Валерия
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Ты всего лишь черная нянька
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А ты тратишь жизнь попусту
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Puedo soportar esta mierda de los locos
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pero tú
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Tú no estás loca
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Qué me pasa entonces
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Qué coño pasa dentro de mi cabeza
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Dime Dr Val Cuál es tu diagnóstico
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Eres una niñita vaga y auto indulgente
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que se está volviendo loca ella solita
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Ésa es tu opinión médica Eh
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Eso es lo que aprendiste en la escuela nocturna
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para madres negras en paro
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Melvin no tiene ni idea Wick es psicópata Y tú
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te crees médica
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Firmas informes y das medicinas pero no eres médica Valerie
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No eres más que una niñera negra
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Y tú estás desperdiciándolo todo
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Jag kan ta mycket sjuk skit från galna människor
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men du är inte galen
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Vad är det för fel på mig Vad försiggår i mitt huvud
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Hur lyder diagnosen dr Val
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Du är en lat självisk liten flicka som driver dig själv till vansinne
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Är det er professionella åsikt
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Lärde du dig det på en kvällskurs för socialbidragstagande negrer
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Melvin fattar inget Wick är galen och du låtsas att du är läkare
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Du skriver journaler och delar ut medicin
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men du är bara en svart sköterska
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Du kastar bort ditt liv
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Pek çok delinin pek çok deliliğine katlanabilirim
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Ama sen
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Sen deli değilsin
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Öyleyse neyim var benim
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Kafamn içinde neler oluyor ha
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Söylesene Dr Val Teş pis in ne
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Sen kendini delirtmeye çalşan tembel ve bencil
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küçük bir kzsn
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Tbbi fikrin bu mu H
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Devlet yardm alan zenci annelerin gece okulunda
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bunlar m öğrendin
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Melvin'in hiçbir fikri yok Wick bir manyak Sen de
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doktor olduğunu sanyorsun
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Rapor imzalayp ilaç dağtyorsun Ama doktor değilsin Bn Valerie
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Zenci bir hemşireden başka birşey değilsin
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Sen de hayatn harcyorsun
Available in 16 languages
Duration
58 seconds
Views
1,602
Timestamp in Movie
01:18:08
Uploaded
Mar 12, 2026
Production
Red Wagon Entertainment,Columbia Pictures
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Movie Summary
Based on writer Susanna Kaysen's account of her 18-month stay at a mental hospital in the late 1960s.

