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Great Photo, Lovely Life

I just felt this pressureto maintain this image that we werethis picture-perfectChristian...

I just felt this pressure
to maintain this image that we were
this picture-perfect
Christian family

Full Transcript

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I just felt this pressure to maintain this image
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that we were this picture-perfect Christian family.
Duration
9 seconds
Views
28
Timestamp in Movie
00:14:04
Uploaded
Apr 19, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
HBO Documentary Films,Ark Media

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Movie Summary

Photojournalist Amanda Mustard turns her investigative lens on the sexual abuse committed by her grandfather, unearthing a high-stakes personal journey in pursuit of the truth and reconciliation for Amanda's family.
So a week after I turned 18, - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:08
So a week after I turned 18,
My childhood dream was to be an ice cream truck driver, - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:10
My childhood dream was to be an ice cream truck driver,
But I love that I get to - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:11
But I love that I get to
I managed to put enough distance between me and my family - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:10
I managed to put enough distance between me and my family
I had this new understanding and language - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:10
I had this new understanding and language
Like, the way that some men treated me and my body, - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:10
Like, the way that some men treated me and my body,
Or my "touchy-feely" grandpa is actually a pedophile. - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:07
Or my "touchy-feely" grandpa is actually a pedophi...
I was just starting to reframe this all - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:06
I was just starting to reframe this all
And it just set me on fire. I had so many questions. - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:06
And it just set me on fire. I had so many questions.
So when my mom asked me to go to Florida with her - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:11
So when my mom asked me to go to Florida with her
If you can talk to it, and clapping your hands - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:07
If you can talk to it, and clapping your hands
I was so nervous. - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:05
I was so nervous.
- I was so, I was so nervous doing this. You? I-- - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:08
- I was so, I was so nervous doing this. You? I--
I thought, because of his anger, I thought he would just-- - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:07
I thought, because of his anger, I thought he would just--
As far as younger girls-- - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:07
As far as younger girls--
As far as younger girls, - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:07
As far as younger girls,
No, I had no problem, no problems with any of them. - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:06
No, I had no problem, no problems with any of them.
I think she was 5 or 6. - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:05
I think she was 5 or 6.
And I took a bath with her, - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:05
And I took a bath with her,
- It's-- I was 5. - And, uh, so, - Great Photo, Lovely Life 00:06
- It's-- I was 5. - And, uh, so,