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And my father died when I was a baby from starvationbecause he had psychotic depressionand he starved himselfwhich I'm sure was just as pleasant as it soundsAnd then there's my brotherMy older brother

My name is Annie. My mom died a week ago. So I'm just here for... trying it. I have a lot...

Hereditary • 2018

Annie:
My name is Annie. My mom died a week ago. So I'm just here for... trying it. I have a lot of resistance to things like this, but I came to these a couple of years ago. Well, I was forced to come and I guess it, um... I guess it helped. So, um... My mom was old, and she wasn't all together there at the end. And we were pretty much estranged before that, so it really wasn't a huge blow. But I did... love her. And she didn't have an easy life. She had DID which became extreme at the end. And dementia. And my father died when I was a baby from starvation, um... because he had psychotic depression and he starved himself, which I'm sure was just as pleasant as it sounds. And then there's my brother. My older brother had schizophrenia, and when he was 16, he hanged himself in my mother's bedroom and of course his suicide note blamed her, accusing her of putting people inside him. So... that was my mom's life... And then she lived in our house at the end, before hospice. We weren't even talking before that. I mean, we were, and then we weren't. And then we were. She's completely manipulative. Until my husband finally enforced a no-contact rule. Which lasted until I got pregnant with my daughter. I didn't let her anywhere near me when I had my first, my son, which is why I gave her my daughter, who she immediately stabbed her hooks into. And I just... I felt guilty again. I felt guilty again. When she got sick, not that she was really even my mom at the end, and not that she would ever feel guilty about anything. And I just don't want to put any more stress on my family. I'm not even really sure if they could... could give me that support. And I just... I just feel like... I just sometimes feel like it's all ruined. And then I realize that I am to blame. Or not that I'm to blame, but I am blamed!

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And my father died when I was a baby from starvation

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because he had psychotic depression

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and he starved himself

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which I'm sure was just as pleasant as it sounds

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And then there's my brother

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My older brother had schizophrenia

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and when he was 16

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he hanged himself in my mother's bedroom

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and of course his suicide note blamed her

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accusing her of putting people inside him So

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That was my mom's life

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And then she lived in our house at the end before hospice

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We weren't even talking before that

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I mean we were and then we weren't

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And then we were

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She's completely manipulative

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Until my husband finally enforced a no contact rule

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which lasted until I got pregnant with my daughter

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I didn't let her anywhere near me when I had my first my son

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which is why I gave her my daughter

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who she immediately stabbed her hooks into

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And I just I felt guilty again

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I felt guilty again

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When she got sick

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not that she was really even my mom at the end

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and not that she would ever feel guilty about anything

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And I just don't want to put any more stress on my family

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I'm not even really sure if they could

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Could give me that support

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And I just I just feel like

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I just sometimes feel like it's all ruined

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And then I realize

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that I am to blame

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Or not that I'm to blame

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but I am blamed I'm

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ومات والدي من الجوع عندما كنت طفلة لأنه عانى من اكتئاب ذهاني

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وجو ع نفسه لدرجة الموت ومؤكد لم يكن الأمر يسير ا كما يبدو

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وهناك أخي كذلك

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عانى أخي الأكبر من الفصام وعندما كان في سن الـ16

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شنق نفسه في غرفة نوم والدتي وترك رسالة انتحار يلومها فيها

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ويتهمها أنها أدخلت أشخاص في داخله لذا

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كانت هذه حياة والدتي

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ثم عاشت في منزلنا قبل أن نوردها دار الرعاية ولم نكن نتحدث كثير ا قبلها

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كن ا نتحدث ثم انقطعنا وبعدها عدنا مجدد ا

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كانت غير سوي ة إطلاق ا

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حتى اتفق معي زوجي على عدم التواصل معها والذي دام حتى حبلت بابنتي

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لم أدعها تقترب مني بتات ا عندما أنجبت ابني الأول

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لهذا سمحت لها بالاقتراب من ابنتي وسرعان ما اكتنفتها إلى جانبها

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وشعرت بالذنب مجدد ا

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شعرت بالذنب مجدد ا

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عندما مرضت

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لم تكن قبيل موتها والدتي التي عرفتها ما كانت تشعر بذر ة ندم على أي شيء

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لا أود أن أثقل كاهل فرد من عائلتي بالتوتر

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لست متأكدة حتى إن كان بإمكانهم دعمي

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أشعر وكأن

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أشعر أحيان ا أن كل شيء مخر ب

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وبعدها أدرك أنني السبب

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لست السبب المباشر لكنني السبب في النهاية

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Mon père est mort de faim quand j'étais bébé

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Il était atteint de dépression psychotique

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et s'est laissé mourir de faim Ça a dû être sympa

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Puis il y a mon frère

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Frère aîné schizophrène

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qui s'est pendu à 16 ans dans la chambre de maman

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en laissant un mot

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accusant maman de mettre des gens en lui

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Bref

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telle a été la vie de ma mère

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A la fin elle a vécu un peu chez nous avant l'hospice

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On ne se parlait déjà pas

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Enfin on se parlait puis on arrêtait

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puis on se reparlait

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Elle était manipulatrice

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Mon mari a fini par instaurer une règle de non contact

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qui a duré jusqu'à ma 2e grossesse

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Je l'ai tenue à distance quand j'ai eu mon fils

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mais pas pour ma fille

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sur qui elle a aussitôt mis le grappin

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Je me suis de nouveau sentie coupable

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De nouveau coupable

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Quand elle est tombée malade Ce n'était plus ma mère

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elle ne s'est jamais sentie coupable

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de quoi que ce soit

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Je ne veux plus stresser ma famille

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Je doute même qu'ils puissent

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me soutenir

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Je me dis que tout est foutu

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Et je constate

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que je suis à blâmer

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Ou sans être à blâmer

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que je suis responsable

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Und mein Vater starb als ich ein Baby war Er ist verhungert

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Er litt an psychotischer Depression und hungerte sich zu Tode

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was wohl so schön war wie es klingt

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Dann war da noch mein älterer Bruder der schizophren war

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Mit 16 erhängte er sich im Schlafzimmer meiner Mutter

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Im Abschiedsbrief gab er ihr die Schuld

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Sie habe Menschen in seinen Körper gesteckt

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Das war das Leben meiner Mutter

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Sie wohnte bei uns ehe sie ins Hospiz kam Davor sprachen wir nicht mal miteinander

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Also manchmal schon dann wieder nicht mehr

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Sie war eine Manipulatorin

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Schließlich setzte mein Mann ein Kontaktverbot durch

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Bis ich mit meiner Tochter schwanger wurde

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Da ich sie aus der Kindheit meines Sohns ausgeschlossen hatte

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ließ ich sie ins Leben meiner Tochter und sofort fuhr sie die Krallen nach ihr aus

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Und ich hatte schon wieder Schuldgefühle Als sie krank wurde

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Dabei war sie am Ende gar nicht mehr wirklich meine Mutter

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Und sie selbst hatte niemals Schuldgefühle wegen irgendetwas

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Und ich will meine Familie einfach nicht mehr belasten

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Ich weiß nicht mal ob sie in der Lage wären

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mir zu helfen

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Und es kommt mir vor

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Manchmal kommt es mir vor als wäre alles zerstört

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Und dann wird mir klar

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dass ich die Schuld trage

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Oder vielmehr dass

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dass mir die Schuld gegeben wird

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और जब म थ त म र प त क म त य ह गई भ खमर स एक बच च

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उम क य क वह थ मन व ज ञ न क अवस द

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और वह ख द भ ख

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ज म झ यक न ह क बस थ ज स लगत ह उतन स खद ह

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और फ र म र भ ई ह

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म र बड भ ई स क ज फ र न य थ

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और जब वह 16 वर ष क थ

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उसन ख द क फ स द म र म क ब डर म म

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और न श च त र प स आत महत य न ट न उस द ष ठहर य

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ल ग क ड लन क आर प लग य उसक अ दर इसल ए

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वह म र म क ज वन थ

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और फ र वह रहत थ हम र घर म

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ह स प स स पहल अ त म

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हम भ ब त नह कर रह थ उसस पहल

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म र मतलब ह हम थ और फ र हम नह थ

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और फ र हम थ

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वह प र तरह स छ ड छ ड कर रह ह

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अ त म म र पत तक एक ग र स पर क न यम ल ग क य

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ज म झ तब तक चल गई जब तक म झ नह म ल म र ब ट क स थ गर भवत

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म न उस नह ज न द य म र प स कह भ

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जब म र पहल थ म र ब ट

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यह क रण ह क म न उस द य म र ब ट

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वह त र त क न उसक ह क छ न ल य

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और म बस म फ र स द ष महस स क य

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म फ र स द ष महस स क य

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जब वह ब म र ह गई

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नह क वह व स तव म भ थ अ त म म र म

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और नह क वह कभ भ ह ग क छ भ क ब र म द ष महस स कर

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और म बस रखन नह च हत म र पर व र पर क ई और तन व

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म भ व स तव म यक न नह कर रह ह अगर व कर सकत ह

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म झ वह समर थन द सकत ह

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और म बस म झ बस ऐस लगत ह

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म कभ कभ कभ ऐस लगत ह क यह सब बर ब द ह गय ह

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और फ र म झ एहस स ह आ क म द ष ह

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य नह क म द ष ह

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ल क न म झ द ष ठहर य गय ह म ह

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dan ayahku wafat saat aku masih bayi karena kelaparan

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karena dia mengidap depresi sampai menjadi gila

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dan dia mati kelaparan dan kedengarannya memang buruk

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Lalu ada kakakku

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yang mengidap skizofernia

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dan saat berusia 16 dia gantung diri di kamar ibuku

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dan surat wasiatnya menyalahkan ibuku menuduhnya merasuki orang ke dalam dirinya

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ltulah hidup ibuku

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Dan dia kembali ke rumah kami sebelum akhirnya dirawat

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dan kami tidak bicara sebelum itu

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Kami bicara lalu tidak lalu bicara

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Dia memanipulasi kami

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Sampai suamiku akhirnya membuat peraturan untuk tidak berkomunikasi

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yang berlangsung sampai aku mengandung putriku

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Aku tidak biarkan dia mendekatiku saat aku mengandung putraku

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itu sebabnya aku berikan putriku dan dia langsung memanfaatkannya

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Dan aku merasa bersalah lagi

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Dia sakit dan lbuku pada akhirnya

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Dia tidak pernah merasa bersalah

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Bagaimana pun

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Aku tidak mau ada yang membebani keluargaku

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Aku tidak yakin apa ada yang bisa berikan pencerahan padaku

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Aku merasa

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Terkadang aku merasa semuanya hancur

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Lalu aku menyadari semuanya salahku

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Atau aku yang seharusnya disalahkan

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Aku yang harus disalahkan

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父はうつ病を患い

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飢餓状態に追い込み

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私が赤ん坊の時死にました

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兄も

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精神分裂症で

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１６歳の時

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首を吊りました

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遺書には

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自分の中に他人がいると書いてあった

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これが母の人生

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施設に入る前には

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一緒に住んでいた施設に入る前には

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一緒に住んでいた

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ほとんど話さなくて

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でも時々は

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会話をした

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巧みに話すんです

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娘ができてから

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母には世話をしないよう話した

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息子のの時もそうでしたが

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一緒にいたくなかった息子のの時もそうでしたが

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一緒にいたくなかった

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娘を洗脳するので

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させたくはなかった娘を洗脳するので

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させたくはなかった

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でも罪の意識を

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感じた

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娘は母が死んだことを受け入れられず病気に

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その時は何もなかったが娘は母が死んだことを受け入れられず病気に

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その時は何もなかったが

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これからどうしたらいいか

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家族がサポートをしてくれるかどうか

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わからないし

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このままだと

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家族がダメになる

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私のせいだと

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私の

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私の責任なんです

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И мой отец умер от истощения когда я была ребёнком

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потому что у него была психотическая депрессия

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он морил себя голодом

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я уверена это было так же приятно как это звучит

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А потом мой брат

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У моего старшего брата была шизофрения

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и когда ему было шестнадцать лет

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он повесился в спальне моей мамы

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конечно его предсмертная записка

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обвинила её в том что она ставила интересы людей превыше него

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Такой была жизнь моей мамы

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А потом она жила в нашем доме

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до того как попала в хоспис

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До этого мы даже не разговаривали

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То есть мы разговаривали потом нет

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Потом опять разговаривали

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Она абсолютный манипулятор

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До тех пор пока мой муж наконец не ввёл правило не контактировать с ней

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которое продолжалось до тех пор пока я не забеременела дочкой

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Я не подпускала её к себе

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когда у меня родился первенец мой сын

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поэтому я отдала ей свою дочь

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которую она тут же подцепила на крючок

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И я просто Я снова почувствовала себя виноватой

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Я опять почувствовала себя виноватой

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Когда она заболела

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не то чтобы она была моей мамой в конце

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и не то чтобы она когда нибудь чувствовала себя виноватой

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И я просто не хочу больше напрягать свою семью

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Я даже не уверена что они могли бы

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Могли бы оказать мне такую поддержку

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И я просто Я чувствую будто

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Просто иногда мне кажется что всё пропало

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И тогда я понимаю что во всём виновата я

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Или не то чтобы я виновата

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но вина лежит на мне Я

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Y mi padre murió de hambre cuando yo era una bebé

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porque tenía depresión psicótica

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y se mató de hambre

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lo que estoy segura que fue tan agradable como suena

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Y luego está mi hermano

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Mi hermano mayor tenía esquizofrenia

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Y cuando tenía 16 años

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se ahorcó en la habitación de mi madre

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y por supuesto la nota de suicidio la culpaba

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acusándola de meter gente dentro de él Así que

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Esa fue la vida de mi madre

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Y luego vivió en nuestra casa

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al final antes del hospicio

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Ni siquiera estábamos hablando antes de eso

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Quiero decir lo estábamos y luego no

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Y entonces lo estábamos

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Era completamente manipuladora

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Hasta que mi marido finalmente impuso una regla de no contacto

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que duró hasta que quedé embarazada de mi hija

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No dejé que se me acercara

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Cuando tuve mi primer hijo

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por eso le dí a mi hija

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a quien apuñaló inmediatamente

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Y yo Me sentí culpable de nuevo

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Me sentí culpable otra vez

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Cuando se enfermó

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no es que ella fuera realmente mi madre al final

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y no es que se sintiera culpable de nada

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Y no quiero meter más estrés en mi familia

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Ni siquiera estoy segura de que puedan

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Puedan darme ese apoyo

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Y yo Me siento como

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A veces siento que todo está arruinado

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Y entonces me doy cuenta de que la culpa es mía

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O no es que yo tenga la culpa

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pero me culpan a mí Yo

Available in 9 languages

Duration

123 seconds

Views

1,579

Timestamp in Movie

00:20:47

Uploaded

Feb 19, 2026

Genres

horror, mystery, thriller

Production

PalmStar Media

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Movie Summary

When Ellen, the matriarch of the Graham family, passes away, her daughter's family begins to unravel cryptic and increasingly terrifying secrets about their ancestry.

Actors

Annie