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Heval

I remember at one point I actually turned the camera on myself because I thought I might...

Heval • 2021
I remember at one point I actually turned the camera on myself because I thought I might not make it out of here

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I remember at one point I actually
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turned the camera on myself
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because I thought I might not make it out of here.
Duration
7 seconds
Views
40
Timestamp in Movie
01:18:26
Uploaded
May 08, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
CuriosityStream,Mafficking Pictures,LINK Entertainment,Jupiter Entertainment,Sky Studios

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Explore interviews with Michael, his supporters and his detractors with the actor's own helmet-cam video of deadly battles with and interrogations of ISIS fighters.
But I thought even if they come in, - Heval 00:08
But I thought even if they come in,
So I just held the grenade under my head, - Heval 00:14
So I just held the grenade under my head,
What might have been going through Michael's mind - Heval 00:09
What might have been going through Michael's mind
Why would he think of taking his own life? - Heval 00:04
Why would he think of taking his own life?
It's a quite another thing to die in the way - Heval 00:06
It's a quite another thing to die in the way
That's a much worse alternative than letting the pin go - Heval 00:06
That's a much worse alternative than letting the pin go
Dying in a full consciousness that you've done - Heval 00:08
Dying in a full consciousness that you've done
Altogether, I was trapped in that house - Heval 00:05
Altogether, I was trapped in that house
I just thought I gotta go, I'm gonna make a run. - Heval 00:04
I just thought I gotta go, I'm gonna make a run.
And I got not very far down and I saw them. - Heval 00:04
And I got not very far down and I saw them.
And I heard 'em go, taeal, taeal, - Heval 00:07
And I heard 'em go, taeal, taeal,
And so I knew what they was asking me to do - Heval 00:04
And so I knew what they was asking me to do
So I put my hands up and I started waving my hands - Heval 00:06
So I put my hands up and I started waving my hands
(dramatic music) (guns blast) - Heval 00:08
(dramatic music) (guns blast)
So I run and then I'm just running for my life, you know. - Heval 00:05
So I run and then I'm just running for my life, you...
I've no fucking idea where I'm going. - Heval 00:04
I've no fucking idea where I'm going.
And then I make a mistake - Heval 00:08
And then I make a mistake
Now they're much closer and it's the same men - Heval 00:06
Now they're much closer and it's the same men
And I see two big Cs, two machine guns. - Heval 00:04
And I see two big Cs, two machine guns.
And so I just immediately turn towards them - Heval 00:08
And so I just immediately turn towards them