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Heval

It just is a very, very big, it's a very hard pill to swallow because we did everything...

Heval • 2021
It just is a very, very big, it's a very hard pill to swallow because we did everything that they wanted

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It just is a very, very big,
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it's a very hard pill to swallow
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because we did everything that they wanted.
Duration
10 seconds
Views
55
Timestamp in Movie
01:35:56
Uploaded
May 08, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
CuriosityStream,Mafficking Pictures,LINK Entertainment,Jupiter Entertainment,Sky Studios

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Movie Summary

Explore interviews with Michael, his supporters and his detractors with the actor's own helmet-cam video of deadly battles with and interrogations of ISIS fighters.
I think Michael has a ledger book in his head. - Heval 00:05
I think Michael has a ledger book in his head.
And in that ledger book is a debt, - Heval 00:12
And in that ledger book is a debt,
And the way that he was going to repay that debt - Heval 00:07
And the way that he was going to repay that debt
And now he has tried to return to deliver that payment, - Heval 00:15
And now he has tried to return to deliver that payment,
(mournful music) - Heval 00:07
(mournful music)
His life has turned into a nightmare exile in Mexico. - Heval 00:06
His life has turned into a nightmare exile in Mexico.
British people that have returned from Syrian Kurdistan - Heval 00:15
British people that have returned from Syrian Kurdistan
In at least one instance, there was a prison sentence. - Heval 00:04
In at least one instance, there was a prison sentence.
And that's the kind of thing - Heval 00:07
And that's the kind of thing
Michael's life is not the Hollywood dream anymore. - Heval 00:06
Michael's life is not the Hollywood dream anymore.
The country of his birth, he is afraid to return to. - Heval 00:05
The country of his birth, he is afraid to return to.
You know, in many ways it's hard being this close to home - Heval 00:06
You know, in many ways it's hard being this close to...
But in other ways, I'm blessed - Heval 00:06
But in other ways, I'm blessed
Because many of our beautiful men and women - Heval 00:14
Because many of our beautiful men and women
And of course my good friend, my commander, Heval Ciya. - Heval 00:06
And of course my good friend, my commander, Heval Ciya.
Ciya was blown up by a suicide car. - Heval 00:05
Ciya was blown up by a suicide car.
That was a really difficult one - Heval 00:07
That was a really difficult one
The Kurds, they've suffered so much, man. - Heval 00:04
The Kurds, they've suffered so much, man.
All the American soldiers who was with us, - Heval 00:04
All the American soldiers who was with us,
All of the American soldiers didn't wanna do that. - Heval 00:04
All of the American soldiers didn't wanna do that.