Gold pen? Hey, Trish found one in the laundry the other day

Trish Murtaugh: Is this your pen?Martin Riggs:Thanks,Martin Riggs:I keep losing it.Trish Murtaugh:Something's wrong.Martin Riggs:Naw, not really, just another goddamn pen.Trish Murtaugh:You were saying about the pen.Martin Riggs:Oh, it just reminds me of something thats all.Trish Murtaugh:Reminds you of what?Martin Riggs:Ah, reminds me of the night Vicki was killed.Trish Murtaugh: I didn't mean to push.Martin Riggs:Hang on that ok, we never talked about this did we.Martin Riggs:Well, I supposed to be meeting her for dinner and you know one of those romantic dinners for two. I was up to my eyeballs in work and I forgot about the whole thing.Martin Riggs:I guess she waited in the restaurant for an hour before she decided to drive home alone. It was midnight before I got home, I got home to a ringing phone, so naturally I answered it. They told me she was killed in a car crash.Martin Riggs:I should have been driving, I guess we would have been all right, huh. Anyway I remember falling down on my knees and I started shaking all over and I remember thinking I'm losing it, I'm losing it. So there I was lying on the living room floor. Lying there and I'm seeing under the couch and I see this gold pen. Gold pen just lying under the couch, I've been looking, haven't seen it in two months, there it is.Martin Riggs:She wasn't much of a housekeeper. And this voice goes off inside my head, kind a like a drill instructor, I really heard it. It said GET UP NOW. I didn't feel like it but I got up, muscles were still working and I drove to the hospital and identified her in the morgue and signed her out with my gold pen.Roger Murtaugh: Gold pen? Hey, Trish found one in the laundry the other day