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Loving Highsmith

By now, Highsmithmakes fewer and fewer entries in her diaries. And they start to...

By now, Highsmith
makes fewer and fewer entries in her diaries. And they start to contain
rants and prejudice against Jews, Arabs and Blacks. As if she were returning
to the racism of her beloved
grandmother in Texas. I live my life backwards My envy turned to hatred
And the hatred to contempt. Now you, who knew
a freedom I never did, wonder at my bitterness, Resentment, you say,
I am full of. Yet resentment was my
second emotion, One I knew well before
I knew its name. (dramatic music)

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By now, Highsmith makes fewer and fewer
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entries in her diaries.
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And they start to contain rants and prejudice
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against Jews, Arabs and Blacks.
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As if she were returning to the racism
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of her beloved grandmother in Texas.
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I live my life backwards
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My envy turned to hatred And the hatred to contempt.
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Now you, who knew a freedom I never did,
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wonder at my bitterness,
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Resentment, you say, I am full of.
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Yet resentment was my second emotion,
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One I knew well before I knew its name.
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(dramatic music)
Duration
45 seconds
Views
46
Timestamp in Movie
01:16:23
Uploaded
May 05, 2025
Production
Ensemble Film,Lichtblick Film,ZDF,ARTE,RSI,SRF,SRG SSR

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Movie Summary

Based on Patricia Highsmith's personal writings and accounts of her family and lovers, the film casts new light on the famous thriller writer's life and oeuvre, permeated by themes of love and its defining influence on identity.