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Me and My Penis

The first time I topped, I was terrified, absolutely terrified becauseI had no idea what I...

The first time I topped, I was terrified, absolutely terrified because
I had no idea what I was doing and I didn't know if
I would do it right

Full Transcript

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The first time I topped,
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I was terrified,
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absolutely terrified because I had no idea what I was doing
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and I didn't know if I would do it right.
Duration
8 seconds
Views
20
Timestamp in Movie
00:16:19
Uploaded
May 31, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
Channel 4 Television,Burning Bright Productions

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Movie Summary

Men talk openly about their penis, the realities of sex, masturbation and erections. They also tell of infertility, violence and sexual abuse, as they question taboos around the penis.
And I was taking on a lot of the control, - Me and My Penis 00:10
And I was taking on a lot of the control,
It turns out I'm pretty good, but, - Me and My Penis 00:04
It turns out I'm pretty good, but,
(water dripping) - Me and My Penis 00:06
(water dripping)
But essentially there's one thing - Me and My Penis 00:04
But essentially there's one thing
- I never think about being able to use my sperm - Me and My Penis 00:06
- I never think about being able to use my sperm
- It's easier for men to disconnect from the idea - Me and My Penis 00:11
- It's easier for men to disconnect from the idea
- When you look at cum when you're younger, - Me and My Penis 00:07
- When you look at cum when you're younger,
But as you get older, you know, - Me and My Penis 00:13
But as you get older, you know,
- After we'd got married and we decided - Me and My Penis 00:07
- After we'd got married and we decided
And I was like, "Well let's go and talk to the doctor." - Me and My Penis 00:21
And I was like, "Well let's go and talk to the doc...
It's indescribable, the pain, - Me and My Penis 00:07
It's indescribable, the pain,
But I know what it's like to lose a child you've never had. - Me and My Penis 00:05
But I know what it's like to lose a child you've n...
I lost probably 18 months of my life to depression. - Me and My Penis 00:06
I lost probably 18 months of my life to depression.
So we had to find a way forward, - Me and My Penis 00:05
So we had to find a way forward,
I remember sitting on the train, going to work, - Me and My Penis 00:07
I remember sitting on the train, going to work,
I really struggled with this idea of that, - Me and My Penis 00:06
I really struggled with this idea of that,
We got pregnant the first time we went in, - Me and My Penis 00:06
We got pregnant the first time we went in,
It was just like, - Me and My Penis 00:04
It was just like,
It was such a turning point in our lives - Me and My Penis 00:07
It was such a turning point in our lives
And then our son was born, - Me and My Penis 00:07
And then our son was born,