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My First Film

Follow a young filmmaker, as she recounts the story of struggling to make her first feature. Fact bleeding into fiction, and past, present, and future converging to create a modern myth that redefines the very act of creation.

Director

Zia Anger

Year

Genre

Box Office

N/A

Production

MEMORY,MUBI

Awards

3 nominations total

Homepage

https://memory.is/my-first-film

Vita

Dina

JJ

Bobby

Alexis

Sam

Cash

Sound Guy

Jackson Anthony

Sylvia

Eleonore Hendricks

Joe

Dustin

Philip Ettinger

Doctor

Sarah Michelson

Dad

Anne Marie

Exec #1

Cathy Lee Crane

Gideon

Timothy Griffin Allan

Nurse

Baby

Drunk Blonde

Lauren Duncanson

Exec. 3

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[Panting] - My First Film

[Thuds] - My First Film

I have a few more ques-- - My First Film

I have a few more ques--

I don't feel female. - My First Film

I don't feel female.

Nevertheless I returned
home to make this film. - My First Film

Nevertheless I returned home to make this film.

Vita, he's almost here! - My First Film

Vita, he's almost here!

[Laughs] - My First Film

Did you cum? - My First Film

- Shit, sorry.
- Oh fuck. - My First Film

- Shit, sorry. - Oh fuck.

Make sure your hands,
they're always... - My First Film

Make sure your hands, they're always...

Cool. Well, you didn't
send me any lines - My First Film

Cool. Well, you didn't send me any lines

Everybody who will be
in the bar, - My First Film

Everybody who will be in the bar,

[Feet stomp to music] - My First Film

[Feet stomp to music]

She gets pregnant
and decides to leave home - My First Film

She gets pregnant and decides to leave home

I did get pregnant, though. - My First Film

I did get pregnant, though.

On November 24th
I sat at the clinic - My First Film

On November 24th I sat at the clinic

I asked the nurse, - My First Film

I asked the nurse,

And the nurse
looked away from me - My First Film

And the nurse looked away from me

I always wondered if that shot
would have made the film better. - My First Film

I always wondered if that shot would have made the film bett...

Dina, um... - My First Film

I think I'm just gonna, like, - My First Film

I think I'm just gonna, like,

Like, you're awesome. - My First Film

Like, you're awesome.

I love you. - My First Film

I just want you to,
like, want me with you. - My First Film

I just want you to, like, want me with you.

So, let's do one more scream
before we roll. - My First Film

So, let's do one more scream before we roll.

[Screams] - My First Film

After the egg was released
from my ovaries, - My First Film

After the egg was released from my ovaries,

[Keyboard tapping] - My First Film

[Keyboard tapping]

- Guess what?
- What? - My First Film

- Guess what? - What?

With Cash. - My First Film

But I knew
I called out to him. - My First Film

But I knew I called out to him.

Or maybe I didn't
call out at all. - My First Film

Or maybe I didn't call out at all.

Except the beans. - My First Film

Except the beans.

[Phone vibrates] - My First Film

[Phone vibrates]

19.5 miles outside of town. - My First Film

19.5 miles outside of town.

And the only person
I told was Sam. - My First Film

And the only person I told was Sam.

[Fabric rustles] - My First Film

[Fabric rustles]

[JJ] I think I drank
too much last night. - My First Film

[JJ] I think I drank too much last night.

[Crew murmurs] - My First Film

Hey, Sam? - My First Film

And even though
he didn't die... - My First Film

And even though he didn't die...

Is that a real grave? - My First Film

Is that a real grave?

Did you know that
most filmmakers spend - My First Film

Did you know that most filmmakers spend

[Deep breath] - My First Film

Okay! Let's go see Mama. - My First Film

Okay! Let's go see Mama.

[Droning fades] - My First Film

[Droning fades]

I just decided. - My First Film

I just decided.

What? - My First Film

Come on. - My First Film

♪ You were the rainbow ♪ - My First Film

♪ You were the rainbow ♪

You don't need to tell
me what happened, man. - My First Film

You don't need to tell me what happened, man.

Come on. - My First Film

I mean tonight was fun but... - My First Film

I mean tonight was fun but...

You were always next to me. - My First Film

You were always next to me.

And so, ready or not, - My First Film

And so, ready or not,

It's the best thing
you ever said to me. - My First Film

It's the best thing you ever said to me.

[Gasp] - My First Film

It's going to be okay. - My First Film

It's going to be okay.

[Boom] - My First Film

You okay? - My First Film

Give me... - My First Film

[Clicking] - My First Film

What are you doing? - My First Film

What are you doing?

After I received that
final rejection, I pissed blood. - My First Film

After I received that final rejection, I pissed blood.

If you look the film up online - My First Film

If you look the film up online

And my film was never seen
by anyone. - My First Film

And my film was never seen by anyone.

And last night I stayed up - My First Film

And last night I stayed up

And I texted a friend. - My First Film

And I texted a friend.

But abandoned. - My First Film

Look what you did. - My First Film

Look what you did.

[Sobs] - My First Film

Okay. - My First Film

Okay. - My First Film

You know,
the story of your conception - My First Film

You know, the story of your conception

[Sighs] - My First Film

My First Film poster

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Follow a young filmmaker, as she recounts the story of struggling to make her first feature. Fact bleeding into fiction, and past, present, and future converging to create a modern myth that redefines the very act of creation.

User Rating: 0.0 (0 ratings)

Director: Zia Anger

Writer: Zia Anger, Billy Feldman

Production: MEMORY,MUBI

Genre: drama

Year: 2024

MetaScore: 81/100

ImdbRating: 6.2

BoxOffice: N/A

Released: 06 Sep 2024

Awards: 3 nominations total

Homepage: https://memory.is/my-first-film