Calvin? Why are you crying? Can I, uh... can I get you something? I don't... What did you...
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Beth Jarrett:
Calvin? Why are you crying? Can I, uh... can I get you something?
Calvin "Cal" Jarrett:
I don't...
Beth Jarrett:
What did you say? Calvin, what did you say? Tell me!
Calvin "Cal" Jarrett:
You are beautiful. And you are unpredictable. But you're so cautious. You're determined, Beth; but you know something? You're not strong. And I don't know if you're really giving. Tell me something. Do you love me? You really love me?
Beth Jarrett:
I feel the way I've always felt about you.
Calvin "Cal" Jarrett:
We would have been alright, if there hadn't been any mess. But you can't handle mess. You need everything neat and easy. I don't know. Maybe you can't love anybody. It was so much Buck. When Buck died, it was as if you buried all your love with him, and I don't understand that, I just don't know, I don't... maybe it wasn't even Buck; maybe it was just you. Maybe, finally, it was the best of you that you buried. But, whatever it was... I don't know who you are. And I don't know what we've been playing at. So I was crying. Because I don't know if I love you anymore. And I don't know what I'm going to do without that.
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Why are you crying?
Can I... can I get you something?
- I don't...
- What did you say?
Calvin, what did you say?
Tell me.
You are beautiful.
And you are unpredictable.
But you're so cautious.
You're determined, Beth.
But you know something?
You're not strong.
And I don't know if you're really giving.
Tell me something. Do you love me?
Do you really love me?
I feel the way I've always felt about you.
We would have been all right
if there hadn't been any... mess.
But you can't handle mess.
You need everything neat and easy.
I don't know.
Maybe you can't love anybody.
It was so much Buck.
When Buck died, it was as if
you buried all your love with him,
and I don't understand that.
I just don't know...
Maybe it wasn't even Buck.
Maybe it was just you.
Maybe, finally, it was the best of you
that you buried.
But whatever it was...
I don't know who you are.
And I don't know what
we've been playing at.
So I was crying.
Because I don't know
if I love you any more.
And I don't know what
I'm going to do without that.
Clip duration: 180 seconds
Views: 283
Timestamp in movie: 00h 00m 00s
Uploaded: 12 December, 2020
Genres: drama
Summary: Beth, Calvin, and their son Conrad are living in the aftermath of the death of the other son. Conrad is overcome by grief and misplaced guilt to the extent of a suicide attempt. He is in therapy. Beth had always preferred his brother and is having difficulty being supportive to Conrad. Calvin is trapped between the two trying to hold the family together.
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00:09 A little advice about feelings kiddo
00:57 Now you can live with that
00:15 It's a conversation starter
00:27 When I let myself feel
01:09 You don't want to talk about it
01:02 Don't you have that backwards
00:53 He just wants to know that you don't hate him
00:25 Let's have a great Christmas
01:01 Will sound strange
00:09 I think this can be saved
00:22 Really bad about this
00:15 You're the doctor
00:38 Gosh I was awful at trig
00:10 You stand behind me in the choir
00:18 So what are you thinking now
00:28 It's impossible after all the shit I've pulled
00:23 Because it really is a mess
00:46 No don't do that to yourself
00:14 Can you ever break the ball
00:46 I should have gotten a handle on it somehow