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And for some reason, lately......that's how I've been feeling

And for some reason, lately......that's how I've been feeling. Just like a fraud. And...

Ozark • S01E08 • 2017

And for some reason, lately......that's how I've been feeling. Just like a fraud. And that's been happeningsince before the accident. Which is okay. I mean, I've beenable to handle that, because... I always knew I took reallygood fucking care of my kids, and now, I can't even do that. And I'm... I'm just in myhead all the time, and... I'm just... I'm just a big, fat...existential mess

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And for some reason lately

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Sighs that's how I've been feeling

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Just like a fraud

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And that's been happening since before the accident

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Which is okay I mean I've been able to handle that because

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I always knew I took really good fucking care of my kids

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and now I can't even do that

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And I'm I'm just in my head all the time and

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I'm just I'm just a big fat existential mess

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ولسبب من الأسباب مؤخرا

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هذا ما كنت أشعر به

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كأنني محتالة

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بدأ يحدث هذا قبل وقوع الحادث

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ولا بأس بذلك كنت قادرة على التعامل معه لأنني

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كنت أعرف دائما أنني أعتني جيدا بولدي

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والآن لا أستطيع أن أفعل حتى ذلك

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وأنا غارقة في الأفكار طوال الوقت

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وأعيش أزمة وجودية كبيرة

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Et en ce moment étrangement

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c'est ce que je ressens

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Je ne me sens pas à ma place

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Ça date d'avant l'accident

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Et ce n'est pas grave J'ai réussi à tenir le coup parce que

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je savais que je m'occupais bien des enfants

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Maintenant je ne peux même plus

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Je réfléchis trop tout le temps

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et je ne suis rien qu'un tas de problèmes existentiels

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Und aus irgendeinem Grund fühle ich mich

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in letzter Zeit genauso

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Wie eine Heuchlerin

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Das war schon vor dem Unfall so

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Das ist ok Ich kam irgendwie klar damit weil ich

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immer wusste dass ich eine gute Mutter war

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Jetzt bin ich nicht mal mehr das

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Ich denke pausenlos nach

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ich bin nur noch ein großes fettes existenzielles Chaos

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Dan untuk beberapa alasan akhir akhir ini

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begitulah yang kurasakan saat ini

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Seperti penipu

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Dan itu sudah terjadi sejak kecelakaan tersebut

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Yang mana itu tak apa Aku bisa mengatasinya karena

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Aku selalu mengurus anak anakku dengan baik

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dan sekarang aku bahkan tak bisa melakukan itu

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Dan aku memikirkan hal itu sepanjang waktu dan

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Aku hanyalah kekacauan besar yang eksistensial

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И почему то в последнее время

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именно так я себя и чувствую

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Будто я фальшивка

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Это началось ещё до той аварии

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И это ничего Я справлялась с этим

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потому что знала я охрененно забочусь о своих детях

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а теперь я не могу и этого

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Я постоянно копаюсь в себе

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Я просто толстая экзистенциальная развалина

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Y no sé por qué pero últimamente

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así me siento

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Como un fraude

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Y me sucede desde antes del accidente

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Pero estaba bien Podía sobrellevarlo porque

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Siempre supe que cuidaba bien a mis hijos

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Ahora ni siquiera puedo hacer eso

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Paso el tiempo ensimismada

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y soy un verdadero desastre existencial

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And for some reason lately

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sighs that's how I've been feeling

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Just like a fraud

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And that's been happening since before the accident

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Which is okay I mean I've been able to handle that because

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I always knew I took really good fucking care of my kids

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and now I can't even do that

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And I'm I'm just in my head all the time and

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I'm just I'm just a big fat existential mess

Available in 8 languages

Duration

33 seconds

Views

15

Timestamp in Movie

00:34:18

Uploaded

Mar 16, 2026

Season

1

Episode

8

Genres

crime, drama, thriller

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Movie Summary

A financial advisor drags his family from Chicago to the Missouri Ozarks, where he must launder money to appease a drug boss.