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I just wanted it to 'cause I didn't... wanna feel
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Phoenix Rising

I just wanted it to 'causeI didn't... wanna feel

I just wanted it to 'cause
I didn't... wanna feel

Full Transcript

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I just wanted it to 'cause I didn't... wanna feel.
Duration
5 seconds
Views
41
Timestamp in Movie
00:14:17
Uploaded
May 07, 2025
Season
1
Episode
2
Genres
documentary, crime
Production
Disarming Films,HBO Documentary Films,Artemis Rising

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Movie Summary

Actress and activist Evan Rachel Wood's experience as a survivor of domestic abuse and her pursuit of justice
S01 • E01 She was going through so much, - Phoenix Rising 00:14
She was going through so much,
S01 • E02 Evan: Around the time when Twiggy got back into the band, - Phoenix Rising 00:13
Evan: Around the time when Twiggy got back into the band,
S01 • E02 I got isolated in the house, - Phoenix Rising 00:23
I got isolated in the house,
S01 • E01 Ira: And that performance is still incredible to me - Phoenix Rising 00:14
Ira: And that performance is still incredible to me
S01 • E02 Once you have been kept awake for days, - Phoenix Rising 00:33
Once you have been kept awake for days,
S01 • E02 Uh, 'cause I remember there was a moment where things turned, - Phoenix Rising 00:09
Uh, 'cause I remember there was a moment where things t...
S01 • E02 My nose is bleeding all the time, - Phoenix Rising 00:11
My nose is bleeding all the time,
S01 • E02 I started getting really sick - Phoenix Rising 00:13
I started getting really sick
S01 • E01 She spanked me so hard, that it hurt. - Phoenix Rising 00:05
She spanked me so hard, that it hurt.
S01 • E01 I was offered a string of mature roles. - Phoenix Rising 00:09
I was offered a string of mature roles.
S01 • E02 And this is also, um, this is when he started raping me, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
And this is also, um, this is when he started raping me,
S01 • E02 He would give me a pill to go to sleep, - Phoenix Rising 00:12
He would give me a pill to go to sleep,
S01 • E02 I just remember doing the mental math quickly, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
I just remember doing the mental math quickly,
S01 • E02 Don't move." Like, "Just don't move." - Phoenix Rising 00:18
Don't move." Like, "Just don't move.&quo...
S01 • E02 I just felt like I was nothing. I was an object. - Phoenix Rising 00:22
I just felt like I was nothing. I was an object.
S01 • E02 And your reality just becomes the abuser's reality to survive. - Phoenix Rising 00:05
And your reality just becomes the abuser's reality to s...
S01 • E02 Ashley S.: So, like, if you do it enough times, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
Ashley S.: So, like, if you do it enough times,
S01 • E02 - And how he wants you to scream, how whatever... - Evan: Mm-hm. Beg. - Phoenix Rising 00:05
- And how he wants you to scream, how whatever... - Evan: Mm...
S01 • E02 Like, he would leave and go to these parties with these girls and stuff, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
Like, he would leave and go to these parties with these girl...
S01 • E02 Ashley W.: Like when I read, read the signs - Phoenix Rising 00:06
Ashley W.: Like when I read, read the signs