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Phoenix Rising

I started getting really sick and I was throwing up every day, and... couldn't get out of...

I started getting really sick and I was throwing up every day, and... couldn't get out of bed. And he wasn't doing anything.
He just didn't care

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I started getting really sick
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and I was throwing up every day,
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and... couldn't get out of bed.
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And he wasn't doing anything. He just didn't care.
Duration
13 seconds
Views
33
Timestamp in Movie
00:16:19
Uploaded
May 02, 2025
Season
1
Episode
2
Genres
documentary, crime
Production
Disarming Films,HBO Documentary Films,Artemis Rising

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Movie Summary

Actress and activist Evan Rachel Wood's experience as a survivor of domestic abuse and her pursuit of justice
S01 • E01 She spanked me so hard, that it hurt. - Phoenix Rising 00:05
She spanked me so hard, that it hurt.
S01 • E01 I was offered a string of mature roles. - Phoenix Rising 00:09
I was offered a string of mature roles.
S01 • E02 And this is also, um, this is when he started raping me, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
And this is also, um, this is when he started raping me,
S01 • E02 He would give me a pill to go to sleep, - Phoenix Rising 00:12
He would give me a pill to go to sleep,
S01 • E02 I just remember doing the mental math quickly, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
I just remember doing the mental math quickly,
S01 • E02 Don't move." Like, "Just don't move." - Phoenix Rising 00:18
Don't move." Like, "Just don't move.&quo...
S01 • E02 I just felt like I was nothing. I was an object. - Phoenix Rising 00:22
I just felt like I was nothing. I was an object.
S01 • E02 And your reality just becomes the abuser's reality to survive. - Phoenix Rising 00:05
And your reality just becomes the abuser's reality to s...
S01 • E02 Ashley S.: So, like, if you do it enough times, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
Ashley S.: So, like, if you do it enough times,
S01 • E02 - And how he wants you to scream, how whatever... - Evan: Mm-hm. Beg. - Phoenix Rising 00:05
- And how he wants you to scream, how whatever... - Evan: Mm...
S01 • E02 Like, he would leave and go to these parties with these girls and stuff, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
Like, he would leave and go to these parties with these girl...
S01 • E02 Ashley W.: Like when I read, read the signs - Phoenix Rising 00:06
Ashley W.: Like when I read, read the signs
S01 • E02 And even though I was getting paid or whatnot, - Phoenix Rising 00:06
And even though I was getting paid or whatnot,
S01 • E02 I wasn't allowed to go to sleep for three days, many times, - Phoenix Rising 00:06
I wasn't allowed to go to sleep for three days, many ti...
S01 • E01 Not only am I normal, but I'm... (laughs) - Phoenix Rising 00:06
Not only am I normal, but I'm... (laughs)
S01 • E02 Every time that I was like, "I'm gonna fuckin' kill myself - Phoenix Rising 00:10
Every time that I was like, "I'm gonna fuckin'...
S01 • E01 I was just so in the dark. - Phoenix Rising 00:07
I was just so in the dark.
S01 • E02 Do you want to know? Because it's gonna be worse." - Phoenix Rising 00:15
Do you want to know? Because it's gonna be worse."
S01 • E01 And then, even as a teenager, - Phoenix Rising 00:32
And then, even as a teenager,
S01 • E02 And she was walking down the steps and she slipped, - Phoenix Rising 00:19
And she was walking down the steps and she slipped,