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That's what kept me from coming out for a really long time
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Phoenix Rising

That's what kept me from comingout for a really long time, is just feeling like I was a...

That's what kept me from coming
out for a really long time, is just feeling like I was a horrible
person, and I was disgusting, and there was something wrong
with me, and I was crazy

Full Transcript

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That's what kept me from coming out for a really long time,
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is just feeling like I was a horrible person, and I was disgusting,
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and there was something wrong with me, and I was crazy.
Duration
10 seconds
Views
25
Timestamp in Movie
00:13:59
Uploaded
May 02, 2025
Season
1
Episode
2
Genres
documentary, crime
Production
Disarming Films,HBO Documentary Films,Artemis Rising

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Movie Summary

Actress and activist Evan Rachel Wood's experience as a survivor of domestic abuse and her pursuit of justice
S01 • E01 It's the same time as yesterday, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
It's the same time as yesterday,
S01 • E01 My mother and I were very enmeshed - Phoenix Rising 00:20
My mother and I were very enmeshed
S01 • E02 Ashley S.: I think we all probably have tortured ourselves - Phoenix Rising 00:07
Ashley S.: I think we all probably have tortured ourselves
S01 • E02 I just wanted it to 'cause I didn't... wanna feel. - Phoenix Rising 00:05
I just wanted it to 'cause I didn't... wanna feel.
S01 • E01 She was going through so much, - Phoenix Rising 00:14
She was going through so much,
S01 • E02 Evan: Around the time when Twiggy got back into the band, - Phoenix Rising 00:13
Evan: Around the time when Twiggy got back into the band,
S01 • E02 I got isolated in the house, - Phoenix Rising 00:23
I got isolated in the house,
S01 • E01 Ira: And that performance is still incredible to me - Phoenix Rising 00:14
Ira: And that performance is still incredible to me
S01 • E02 Once you have been kept awake for days, - Phoenix Rising 00:33
Once you have been kept awake for days,
S01 • E02 Uh, 'cause I remember there was a moment where things turned, - Phoenix Rising 00:09
Uh, 'cause I remember there was a moment where things t...
S01 • E02 My nose is bleeding all the time, - Phoenix Rising 00:11
My nose is bleeding all the time,
S01 • E02 I started getting really sick - Phoenix Rising 00:13
I started getting really sick
S01 • E01 She spanked me so hard, that it hurt. - Phoenix Rising 00:05
She spanked me so hard, that it hurt.
S01 • E01 I was offered a string of mature roles. - Phoenix Rising 00:09
I was offered a string of mature roles.
S01 • E02 And this is also, um, this is when he started raping me, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
And this is also, um, this is when he started raping me,
S01 • E02 He would give me a pill to go to sleep, - Phoenix Rising 00:12
He would give me a pill to go to sleep,
S01 • E02 I just remember doing the mental math quickly, - Phoenix Rising 00:07
I just remember doing the mental math quickly,
S01 • E02 Don't move." Like, "Just don't move." - Phoenix Rising 00:18
Don't move." Like, "Just don't move.&quo...
S01 • E02 I just felt like I was nothing. I was an object. - Phoenix Rising 00:22
I just felt like I was nothing. I was an object.
S01 • E02 And your reality just becomes the abuser's reality to survive. - Phoenix Rising 00:05
And your reality just becomes the abuser's reality to s...