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Rewind

Digging through the vast collection of his father's home videos, a young man reconstructs the unthinkable story of his boyhood and exposes vile abuse passed through generations.

Director

Sasha Joseph Neulinger

Year

Genre

documentary, biography, drama

Box Office

N/A

Production

FilmRise, Cedar Creek Productions

Awards

2 wins & 8 nominations

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- On the soy latte people?
- No, no, no. - Rewind

- On the soy latte people? - No, no, no.

- Well, let's see, - Rewind

- Well, let's see,

It's caused me some
depression and some anger. - Rewind

It's caused me some depression and some anger.

My mother was
inaccessible emotionally. - Rewind

My mother was inaccessible emotionally.

She compensated by
being very gregarious. - Rewind

She compensated by being very gregarious.

- All I can remember is my
mother berating my father - Rewind

- All I can remember is my mother berating my father

She ridiculed him,
emasculated him, - Rewind

She ridiculed him, emasculated him,

My mother, she avoided
anything emotional. - Rewind

My mother, she avoided anything emotional.

'Cause I lived in an
environment of judgment and pain - Rewind

'Cause I lived in an environment of judgment and pain

Did you ever see - Rewind

Did you ever see

- And I think it was because - Rewind

- And I think it was because

- We're being watched by other
people across the way too. - Rewind

- We're being watched by other people across the way to...

Dad, give
me another funny face. - Rewind

Dad, give me another funny face.

So I might have
to make a small adjustment - Rewind

So I might have to make a small adjustment

I got a call at the office - Rewind

I got a call at the office

I remember walking
into that office - Rewind

I remember walking into that office

It's like wouldn't you
like look at somebody - Rewind

It's like wouldn't you like look at somebody

Sat down and then, of course,
he proceeded to tell me - Rewind

Sat down and then, of course, he proceeded to tell me

He's been abused sexually
and you're the prime suspect - Rewind

He's been abused sexually and you're the prime sus...

I suggest that you have
a lie detector test." - Rewind

I suggest that you have a lie detector test."

I was shit because I
was the prime suspect. - Rewind

I was shit because I was the prime suspect.

I remember being in my
bedroom watching the ink - Rewind

I remember being in my bedroom watching the ink

- And you came down into the
kitchen with those as a mask - Rewind

- And you came down into the kitchen with those as a mask

You wore this part
more like around your, - Rewind

You wore this part more like around your,

- Oh my God.
- But you were little - Rewind

- Oh my God. - But you were little

Come on, and he was
like really pushing you - Rewind

Come on, and he was like really pushing you

- My nephew Stewart,
Larry's second son, - Rewind

- My nephew Stewart, Larry's second son,

Well, his mom had remarried
and his step-father said, - Rewind

Well, his mom had remarried and his step-father said,

"You're a man now,
you're not coming home." - Rewind

"You're a man now, you're not coming home.&qu...

- Of your treatment with me. - Rewind

- Of your treatment with me.

- Okay.
- Or our encounters. - Rewind

- Okay. - Or our encounters.

- When I first saw Sasha - Rewind

- When I first saw Sasha

Whatever the problem was
that you were having, - Rewind

Whatever the problem was that you were having,

A child often is not
able to express in words - Rewind

A child often is not able to express in words

It's really helpful to ask
the child to draw pictures. - Rewind

It's really helpful to ask the child to draw pictures.

- I did not get any attention - Rewind

- I did not get any attention

This is a picture of how
I felt when I wanted to - Rewind

This is a picture of how I felt when I wanted to

So Bekah, Mom and Dad are
together and I'm alone. - Rewind

So Bekah, Mom and Dad are together and I'm alone.

- We left Dr. Lustig's
place, one afternoon, - Rewind

- We left Dr. Lustig's place, one afternoon,

You said, "Bekah has a
private club with Stewart - Rewind

You said, "Bekah has a private club with Stewart

So we sit down and
I said to Bekah, - Rewind

So we sit down and I said to Bekah,

And I said, "Could you draw it?" - Rewind

And I said, "Could you draw it?"

- I was just coming
down the stairs - Rewind

- I was just coming down the stairs

While the abuse would happen,
it would, for the most part, - Rewind

While the abuse would happen, it would, for the most part,

I would feel everything
that was happening, - Rewind

I would feel everything that was happening,

You know, it was scary
for me to draw that picture - Rewind

You know, it was scary for me to draw that picture

Ever in my life,
not even to Doc. - Rewind

Ever in my life, not even to Doc.

This is what I imagined - Rewind

This is what I imagined

This is what I, these are
the images I saw in my mind. - Rewind

This is what I, these are the images I saw in my mind.

The only reason I felt
comfortable starting - Rewind

The only reason I felt comfortable starting

I knew that Bekah was the most
beautiful person in the world - Rewind

I knew that Bekah was the most beautiful person in the world

He had the
courage to talk to my mom - Rewind

He had the courage to talk to my mom

Not exactly what was going on, - Rewind

Not exactly what was going on,

And I just remember after that, - Rewind

And I just remember after that,

In the
confines of this office, - Rewind

In the confines of this office,

This is the drawing,
this is the drawing - Rewind

This is the drawing, this is the drawing

- "If you tell, I'll kill you" - Rewind

- "If you tell, I'll kill you"

I overheard
my parents yelling - Rewind

I overheard my parents yelling

"How could you let this happen?" - Rewind

"How could you let this happen?"

"How could you let
this happen" meant - Rewind

"How could you let this happen" meant

This is the introduction - Rewind

This is the introduction

- Myself, not not myself - Rewind

- Myself, not not myself

♪ You're never the person
you think you're not ♪ - Rewind

♪ You're never the person you think you're not ♪...

It's not like-- - Rewind

It's not like--

They laid out this
general timeline - Rewind

They laid out this general timeline

We have Larry, we have
Stewart and we have Howard. - Rewind

We have Larry, we have Stewart and we have Howard.

Howard was in New York City. - Rewind

Howard was in New York City.

He's well respected, and to
lock up somebody like that, - Rewind

He's well respected, and to lock up somebody like that,

We talked to him
and confronted him - Rewind

We talked to him and confronted him

No, you got the wrong guy - Rewind

No, you got the wrong guy

"I wanna take a polygraph exam." - Rewind

"I wanna take a polygraph exam."

- I'm Lawrence Nevison
from BBC Broadcasting. - Rewind

- I'm Lawrence Nevison from BBC Broadcasting.

- The television
would be running - Rewind

- The television would be running

I have to say that obviously
it was somewhat pleasurable, - Rewind

I have to say that obviously it was somewhat pleasurable,

Of course, I didn't
know it at the time, - Rewind

Of course, I didn't know it at the time,

I remember kinda looking
up, wanting it to end - Rewind

I remember kinda looking up, wanting it to end

- They did the same
things because, yeah, - Rewind

- They did the same things because, yeah,

- What he did was
his distorted idea - Rewind

- What he did was his distorted idea

We really had this
loving relationship - Rewind

We really had this loving relationship

But Howard, on the
other hand, to me, - Rewind

But Howard, on the other hand, to me,

I think for Howard it was
just an act of dominance. - Rewind

I think for Howard it was just an act of dominance.

"I will make you know
that I am the boss." - Rewind

"I will make you know that I am the boss."

- Would you please stay tuned - Rewind

- Would you please stay tuned

I can't any longer,
but I've got to be here - Rewind

I can't any longer, but I've got to be here

You people, you can get up - Rewind

You people, you can get up

I can't, I'm stuck here with
all these insane individuals - Rewind

I can't, I'm stuck here with all these insane indi...

- I remember Dr. Lustig
put us on speakerphone - Rewind

- I remember Dr. Lustig put us on speakerphone

Dad answered and you told
him that Howard had hurt you - Rewind

Dad answered and you told him that Howard had hurt you

That was the first time that
your father made any reference - Rewind

That was the first time that your father made any reference

In all of this,
before we were married, - Rewind

In all of this, before we were married,

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Digging through the vast collection of his father's home videos, a young man reconstructs the unthinkable story of his boyhood and exposes vile abuse passed through generations.

User Rating: 0.0 (0 ratings)

Director: Sasha Joseph Neulinger

Writer: N/A

Production: FilmRise, Cedar Creek Productions

Genre: documentary, biography, drama

Year: 2019

MetaScore: 87/100

ImdbRating: 7.9

BoxOffice: N/A

Released: 08 May 2020

Awards: 2 wins & 8 nominations

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