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'Cause I lived in an environment of judgment and pain
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'Cause I lived in anenvironment of judgment and pain I became a very angry child and I...

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'Cause I lived in an
environment of judgment and pain I became a very angry child and I manifested that way in
becoming kind of like a joker

Full Transcript

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'Cause I lived in an environment of judgment and pain
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I became a very angry child
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and I manifested that way in becoming kind of like a joker.
Duration
14 seconds
Views
40
Timestamp in Movie
00:21:07
Uploaded
Jun 11, 2025
Genres
documentary, biography, drama
Production
FilmRise, Cedar Creek Productions

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Movie Summary

Digging through the vast collection of his father's home videos, a young man reconstructs the unthinkable story of his boyhood and exposes vile abuse passed through generations.
Did you ever see - Rewind 00:04
Did you ever see
- And I think it was because - Rewind 00:07
- And I think it was because
- We're being watched by other people across the way too. - Rewind 00:05
- We're being watched by other people across the way to...
Dad, give me another funny face. - Rewind 00:05
Dad, give me another funny face.
So I might have to make a small adjustment - Rewind 00:08
So I might have to make a small adjustment
I got a call at the office - Rewind 00:08
I got a call at the office
I remember walking into that office - Rewind 00:05
I remember walking into that office
It's like wouldn't you like look at somebody - Rewind 00:05
It's like wouldn't you like look at somebody
Sat down and then, of course, he proceeded to tell me - Rewind 00:10
Sat down and then, of course, he proceeded to tell me
He's been abused sexually and you're the prime suspect - Rewind 00:05
He's been abused sexually and you're the prime sus...
I suggest that you have a lie detector test." - Rewind 00:12
I suggest that you have a lie detector test."
I was shit because I was the prime suspect. - Rewind 00:04
I was shit because I was the prime suspect.
I remember being in my bedroom watching the ink - Rewind 00:08
I remember being in my bedroom watching the ink
- And you came down into the kitchen with those as a mask - Rewind 00:05
- And you came down into the kitchen with those as a mask
You wore this part more like around your, - Rewind 00:06
You wore this part more like around your,
- Oh my God. - But you were little - Rewind 00:09
- Oh my God. - But you were little
Come on, and he was like really pushing you - Rewind 00:06
Come on, and he was like really pushing you
- My nephew Stewart, Larry's second son, - Rewind 00:12
- My nephew Stewart, Larry's second son,
Well, his mom had remarried and his step-father said, - Rewind 00:08
Well, his mom had remarried and his step-father said,
"You're a man now, you're not coming home." - Rewind 00:07
"You're a man now, you're not coming home.&qu...