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For a while I was suicidal, but I couldn't check out because I love my kids too much and I...

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For a while I was suicidal, but I couldn't check out because I love my kids too much and I couldn't hurt them again

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For a while I was suicidal,
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but
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I couldn't check out
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because I love my kids too much
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and I couldn't hurt them again.
Duration
15 seconds
Views
47
Timestamp in Movie
00:43:49
Uploaded
Jun 10, 2025
Genres
documentary, biography, drama
Production
FilmRise, Cedar Creek Productions

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Movie Summary

Digging through the vast collection of his father's home videos, a young man reconstructs the unthinkable story of his boyhood and exposes vile abuse passed through generations.
- Larry, he confessed - Rewind 00:06
- Larry, he confessed
Six days later we end up tracking Stewart. - Rewind 00:04
Six days later we end up tracking Stewart.
- Now we charged Larry early February. - Rewind 00:04
- Now we charged Larry early February.
He had 16 counts, two felonies, two misdemeanors, - Rewind 00:05
He had 16 counts, two felonies, two misdemeanors,
- At each moment you think you've hit this milestone - Rewind 00:10
- At each moment you think you've hit this milestone
It was this endless process of having to appear, - Rewind 00:07
It was this endless process of having to appear,
The children have been interviewed by Detective Ohrin, - Rewind 00:12
The children have been interviewed by Detective Ohrin,
What that does to the victim is throw them right back - Rewind 00:10
What that does to the victim is throw them right back
Larry's trial was relatively swift. - Rewind 00:05
Larry's trial was relatively swift.
The confession was allowed and I remember the anguish - Rewind 00:06
The confession was allowed and I remember the anguish
She finds herself with her husband in handcuffs - Rewind 00:08
She finds herself with her husband in handcuffs
- Stewart was scheduled to go on trial - Rewind 00:05
- Stewart was scheduled to go on trial
He saw what his father had received back in July, - Rewind 00:10
He saw what his father had received back in July,
He did like a one and a half years or two years - Rewind 00:06
He did like a one and a half years or two years
I think he violated them, I think they put him back in - Rewind 00:05
I think he violated them, I think they put him back in
- Child sexual abuse is the vile gift - Rewind 00:15
- Child sexual abuse is the vile gift
The big question is, - Rewind 00:07
The big question is,
Let's go, Howie. - Rewind 00:04
Let's go, Howie.
- It was never revealed in their household - Rewind 00:12
- It was never revealed in their household
That Billy goat has no milk - Rewind 00:05
That Billy goat has no milk