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I was so scared and tormentedby what my Uncle Howard was doing to me that Irepeatedly...

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I was so scared and tormented
by what my Uncle Howard was doing to me that I
repeatedly tried to kill myself, but I have so much
to live for now because I didn't take
the easy way out

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I was so scared and tormented by what my Uncle Howard
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was doing to me that I repeatedly tried to kill myself,
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but I have so much to live for now
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because I didn't take the easy way out.
Duration
14 seconds
Views
22
Timestamp in Movie
01:15:18
Uploaded
Jun 12, 2025
Genres
documentary, biography, drama
Production
FilmRise, Cedar Creek Productions

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Movie Summary

Digging through the vast collection of his father's home videos, a young man reconstructs the unthinkable story of his boyhood and exposes vile abuse passed through generations.
I won because I spoke when he swore he'd kill me. - Rewind 00:05
I won because I spoke when he swore he'd kill me.
Uncle Howard, as a cantor in the Jewish religion, - Rewind 00:08
Uncle Howard, as a cantor in the Jewish religion,
And as we approach the season of our Jewish high holidays, - Rewind 00:07
And as we approach the season of our Jewish high holidays,
♪ Nothing is hoid, but the son of a boy ♪ - Rewind 00:06
♪ Nothing is hoid, but the son of a boy ♪
♪ La, da, da, da de - Rewind 00:06
♪ La, da, da, da de
- I said what I wanted to say - Rewind 00:11
- I said what I wanted to say
I was very angry - Rewind 00:15
I was very angry
I really hope that children don't have to go through - Rewind 00:08
I really hope that children don't have to go through
I'm motivated because I realize, - Rewind 00:13
I'm motivated because I realize,
It's cool to be in there all by myself - Rewind 00:06
It's cool to be in there all by myself
Wait for, there's gonna probably be - Rewind 00:05
Wait for, there's gonna probably be
You know it takes time to watch these too - Rewind 00:05
You know it takes time to watch these too
- This was taken with him - Rewind 00:04
- This was taken with him
He said, "God has kissed your vocal chords." - Rewind 00:05
He said, "God has kissed your vocal chords."
Ideally one time and everybody who has a part of that - Rewind 00:06
Ideally one time and everybody who has a part of that
We can have medical and mental health people on site - Rewind 00:14
We can have medical and mental health people on site
The things that we do here at Mission Kids - Rewind 00:08
The things that we do here at Mission Kids
- The thing is every word's important, - Rewind 00:06
- The thing is every word's important,
What can be done to help present day survivors - Rewind 00:10
What can be done to help present day survivors
As a survivor - Rewind 00:09
As a survivor