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This is a picture of howI felt when I wanted to jump out of the window

Rewind • 2019
This is a picture of how
I felt when I wanted to jump out of the window

Full Transcript

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This is a picture of how I felt when I wanted to
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jump out of the window.
Duration
6 seconds
Views
34
Timestamp in Movie
00:27:18
Uploaded
Jun 10, 2025
Genres
documentary, biography, drama
Production
FilmRise, Cedar Creek Productions

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Movie Summary

Digging through the vast collection of his father's home videos, a young man reconstructs the unthinkable story of his boyhood and exposes vile abuse passed through generations.
So Bekah, Mom and Dad are together and I'm alone. - Rewind 00:04
So Bekah, Mom and Dad are together and I'm alone.
- We left Dr. Lustig's place, one afternoon, - Rewind 00:23
- We left Dr. Lustig's place, one afternoon,
You said, "Bekah has a private club with Stewart - Rewind 00:13
You said, "Bekah has a private club with Stewart
So we sit down and I said to Bekah, - Rewind 00:18
So we sit down and I said to Bekah,
And I said, "Could you draw it?" - Rewind 00:07
And I said, "Could you draw it?"
- I was just coming down the stairs - Rewind 00:16
- I was just coming down the stairs
While the abuse would happen, it would, for the most part, - Rewind 00:09
While the abuse would happen, it would, for the most part,
I would feel everything that was happening, - Rewind 00:14
I would feel everything that was happening,
You know, it was scary for me to draw that picture - Rewind 00:16
You know, it was scary for me to draw that picture
Ever in my life, not even to Doc. - Rewind 00:05
Ever in my life, not even to Doc.
This is what I imagined - Rewind 00:07
This is what I imagined
This is what I, these are the images I saw in my mind. - Rewind 00:06
This is what I, these are the images I saw in my mind.
The only reason I felt comfortable starting - Rewind 00:16
The only reason I felt comfortable starting
I knew that Bekah was the most beautiful person in the world - Rewind 00:13
I knew that Bekah was the most beautiful person in the world
He had the courage to talk to my mom - Rewind 00:08
He had the courage to talk to my mom
Not exactly what was going on, - Rewind 00:07
Not exactly what was going on,
And I just remember after that, - Rewind 00:08
And I just remember after that,
In the confines of this office, - Rewind 00:09
In the confines of this office,
This is the drawing, this is the drawing - Rewind 00:06
This is the drawing, this is the drawing
- "If you tell, I'll kill you" - Rewind 00:13
- "If you tell, I'll kill you"