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When I first saw Sasha he was a cute little boy whose parents wereconfused and desperate...

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When I first saw Sasha he was a cute little boy whose parents were
confused and desperate and the boy himself was
spewing vituperation, anger

Full Transcript

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- When I first saw Sasha
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he was a cute little boy
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whose parents were confused and desperate
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and the boy himself was spewing vituperation, anger.
Duration
18 seconds
Views
35
Timestamp in Movie
00:26:11
Uploaded
Jun 11, 2025
Genres
documentary, biography, drama
Production
FilmRise, Cedar Creek Productions

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Movie Summary

Digging through the vast collection of his father's home videos, a young man reconstructs the unthinkable story of his boyhood and exposes vile abuse passed through generations.
Whatever the problem was that you were having, - Rewind 00:12
Whatever the problem was that you were having,
A child often is not able to express in words - Rewind 00:10
A child often is not able to express in words
It's really helpful to ask the child to draw pictures. - Rewind 00:07
It's really helpful to ask the child to draw pictures.
- I did not get any attention - Rewind 00:06
- I did not get any attention
This is a picture of how I felt when I wanted to - Rewind 00:06
This is a picture of how I felt when I wanted to
So Bekah, Mom and Dad are together and I'm alone. - Rewind 00:04
So Bekah, Mom and Dad are together and I'm alone.
- We left Dr. Lustig's place, one afternoon, - Rewind 00:23
- We left Dr. Lustig's place, one afternoon,
You said, "Bekah has a private club with Stewart - Rewind 00:13
You said, "Bekah has a private club with Stewart
So we sit down and I said to Bekah, - Rewind 00:18
So we sit down and I said to Bekah,
And I said, "Could you draw it?" - Rewind 00:07
And I said, "Could you draw it?"
- I was just coming down the stairs - Rewind 00:16
- I was just coming down the stairs
While the abuse would happen, it would, for the most part, - Rewind 00:09
While the abuse would happen, it would, for the most part,
I would feel everything that was happening, - Rewind 00:14
I would feel everything that was happening,
You know, it was scary for me to draw that picture - Rewind 00:16
You know, it was scary for me to draw that picture
Ever in my life, not even to Doc. - Rewind 00:05
Ever in my life, not even to Doc.
This is what I imagined - Rewind 00:07
This is what I imagined
This is what I, these are the images I saw in my mind. - Rewind 00:06
This is what I, these are the images I saw in my mind.
The only reason I felt comfortable starting - Rewind 00:16
The only reason I felt comfortable starting
I knew that Bekah was the most beautiful person in the world - Rewind 00:13
I knew that Bekah was the most beautiful person in the world
He had the courage to talk to my mom - Rewind 00:08
He had the courage to talk to my mom