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I don't know why I got so pissed offYou know I think Robby's wrongYou know you're justYou care about the story Mike We all doYeah I guess MmmI stopped going to church with my NanaIt was It was too

Yeah. It's a shitty feeling

Spotlight • 2015

Mike Rezendes:
I don't know why I got so pissed off. You know, I think Robby's wrong.Sacha Pfeiffer:You know, you're just... you care about the story, Mike. We all do.Mike Rezendes:Yeah, I guess.Sacha Pfeiffer:Hmm. I stopped going to church with my nana. I-It was... it was too hard. I... you know, I'd be sitting there, and I-I would start thinking about Joe Crowley or someone else, and I just... I just got so angry.Mike Rezendes:Did you... did you tell her why?Sacha Pfeiffer: She goes to church three times a week, Mike.Mike Rezendes:It really pisses me off. You know, I actually really liked going to church when I was a little kid.Sacha Pfeiffer:Mmm. Why'd you stop?Mike Rezendes:Typical shit. But the weird thing is is... I think I... think I figured that maybe one day, I w... I... I would atually go back. I was really... I was holding on to that.Sacha Pfeiffer:Mm-hmm.Mike Rezendes:I read those letters, and... and it... and something just... cracked.Sacha Pfeiffer:It's a shitty feeling.Mike Rezendes:Yeah. It's a shitty feeling

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I don't know why I got so pissed off

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You know I think Robby's wrong

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You know you're just

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You care about the story Mike We all do

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Yeah I guess Mmm

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I stopped going to church with my Nana

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It was It was too hard

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You know I'd be sitting there

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and I'd start thinking about Joe Crowley

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or someone else and I just

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I just got so angry

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Did you tell her why

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She goes to church three times a week Mike

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It really pisses me off

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You know

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I actually really liked going to church when I was a little kid

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Mmm

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Why'd you stop

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Typical shit

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But the weird thing is

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I think I

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I think I figured that maybe one day

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I would actually go back

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I was really I was holding on to that

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Mmm

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I read those letters and

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And something just cracked

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It's a shitty feeling Yeah

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It's a shitty feeling

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أنا لا أعرف لماذا غضبت لتلك الدرجة

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أتعلمين أعتقد أن روبي مخطئ

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أتعلم أنت أنت تهتم بالقصة يا مايك جميعنا نهتم

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أجل أظن ذلك

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لقد توقفت عن الذهاب إلى الكنيسة برفقة جدتي

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كان كان من الصعب

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أتعلم كنت أجلس هناك

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وبدأت افكر بـ جو كراولي أو أحد آخر

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وشعرت بالغضب

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هل هل أخبرتها عن السبب

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إنها تذهب إلى الكنيسة 3 مرات بالأسبوع يا مايك

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هذا يغضبنى حقا

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أتعلمين

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لقد أحببت حقا الذهاب إلى الكنيسة عندما كنت طفلا

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لم توقفت الهراء المعتاد

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ولكن الأمر الغريب هو

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أعتقد أننى

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أعتقد أنني إكتشفت أنه ربما بيوم ما

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سأعود فى الحقيقة

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لقد لقد كنت آمل هذا

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لقد قرأت تلك الرسائل و

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وشيء تحطم

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إنه شعور مزر اجل

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إنه شعور مزر

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J'ignore pourquoi je me suis emporté Je pense que Robby a tort

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Tu sais tu es

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Cette histoire t'importe Comme nous tous

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Oui j'imagine

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J'ai arrêté d'aller à l'église avec ma grand mère

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C'était trop dur

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J'étais assise là et je me suis mise à penser à Joe Crowley

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ou à un autre et je

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Je me suis mise en colère

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Lui as tu dit pourquoi

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Elle va à l'église trois fois par semaine Mike

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Ça me fait chier

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Tu sais

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j'aimais beaucoup aller à l'église quand j'étais petit

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Pourquoi as tu arrêté

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Raisons courantes

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Mais le plus étrange

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je pensais

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Je pensais qu'un jour

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j'y retournerais

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Je m'accrochais à cette idée

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J'ai lu ces lettres et

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Quelque chose a cédé en moi

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C'est un sentiment merdique Oui

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C'est un sentiment merdique

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Aku tak tahu kenapa aku begitu marah

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Kurasa Robby salah

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Kau hanya

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Kau peduli pada kasus ini Mike Kami semua pun begitu

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Yeah kurasa

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Aku tak lagi ke gereja bersama nenekku

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Rasanya rasanya berat

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Duduk di sana dan mulai membayangkan Joe Crowley

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atau korban yang lain lagi dan aku

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aku jadi begitu marah

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Kau ceritakan sebabnya ke nenekmu

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Dia ke gereja 3 kali seminggu Mike

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Ini benar benar menggangguku

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Yeah

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Sebenarnya aku suka ke gereja saat aku masuh kecil

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Kenapa kau berhenti

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Yeah biasa lah

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Tapi anehnya

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Aku merasa

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aku bayangkan suatu hari nanti mungkin aku akan

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aku akan benar benar kembali ke gereja

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Aku sungguh sungguh meyakini itu

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Hingga kubaca surat surat itu dan

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Aku merasa

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hancur

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Terasa menyebalkan Yeah

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Rasanya menyebalkan

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何で怒ったのかでもロビーが悪い

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それは

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この事件を心配してるから

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たぶんね

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教会に行くのをやめたわ

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ツラかったのよ

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座ってると被害者を思い出して

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腹が立つの

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おばあちゃんに行かない理由を

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彼女は週３で教会へ

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腹が立つな

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本当に

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子供の頃行くのが好きだった

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何でやめたの

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大した理由じゃない

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でも不思議なのは

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いつか

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また教会に行くんだと

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思ってた事だ

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心に根付いてた

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でもあの手紙を読んで

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何かが

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壊れた

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イヤな気分ね

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イヤな気分だよ

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No sé porque me molesté tanto Creo que Robby está equivocado

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Sabes Es que te importa la

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historia Mike A todos nos importa

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Sí supongo

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Yo dejé de ir a la Iglesia con mi abuela

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Era Era muy difícil Sabes Estaba sentada ahí

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y comenzaba a pensar en Joe Crowley

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o en alguien más y Me enojaba mucho

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Le dijiste el por qué Ella va a la Iglesia tres veces

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a la semana Mike

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De verdad me enoja

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Sabes

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De verdad me gustaba ir a la Iglesia cuando era un niñito

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Por qué dejaste de ir La basura hipócrita

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Lo más raro es que

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Creo que creo que pensé que quizás un día yo

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que yo realmente regresaría

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Realmente me aferraba a eso

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Y leí esas cartas y luego Como si algo Se hubiera roto

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Es un sentimiento de mierda Si Es un sentimiento de mierda

Available in 6 languages

Duration

95 seconds

Views

876

Timestamp in Movie

01:38:59

Uploaded

Feb 15, 2026

Genres

biography, crime, drama

Production

Participant,Anonymous Content,Rocklin / Faust,First Look Media,Open Road Films

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Movie Summary

The true story of how the Boston Globe uncovered the massive scandal of child molestation and cover-up within the local Catholic Archdiocese, shaking the entire Catholic Church to its core.

Actors

Mike Rezendes

Sacha Pfeiffer

Boston Red Sox Fan