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?but what you explained to mewas that this is how I saw myself, and I was denying myself...

Stutz • 2022
�but what you explained to me
was that this is how I saw myself, and I was denying myself because I felt so much shame about… -[Stutz] Right.
-…that this was me

Full Transcript

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…but what you explained to me was that this is how I saw myself,
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and I was denying myself
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because I felt so much shame about…
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-[Stutz] Right. -…that this was me.
Duration
12 seconds
Views
29
Timestamp in Movie
00:37:25
Uploaded
May 03, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
Strong Baby Productions,Fishbowl Films,Diamond Docs,Valentine

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Movie Summary

Follow Hill and his therapist as he has candid discussions of mental health and the progressively worsening anxiety attacks related to movie promotion that have turned his dream job into a nightmare.
I thought, if I got successful, they wouldn't see that. - Stutz 00:05
I thought, if I got successful, they wouldn't see that.
And then I did, and then all people did was just say more of that, - Stutz 00:08
And then I did, and then all people did was just say more of...
And then I still felt like this person, - Stutz 00:11
And then I still felt like this person,
So inherently, at my core, I'm still this unlovable person, - Stutz 00:15
So inherently, at my core, I'm still this unlovable per...
[Stutz] Everybody has a Shadow. Everybody's Shadow is a bit different, - Stutz 00:11
[Stutz] Everybody has a Shadow. Everybody's Shadow is a...
You have to be able to see this thing to focus on it - Stutz 00:06
You have to be able to see this thing to focus on it
Now visualize a time in your life - Stutz 00:12
Now visualize a time in your life
It's the part of you that you wish you were not, - Stutz 00:08
It's the part of you that you wish you were not,
To me, it's a 14-year-old boy who's very overweight and has acne - Stutz 00:10
To me, it's a 14-year-old boy who's very overweigh...
Okay. The question is, "What do you do with that image in the present?" - Stutz 00:07
Okay. The question is, "What do you do with that image ...
Talk to your Shadow and ask him how does he feel about you. - Stutz 00:06
Talk to your Shadow and ask him how does he feel about you.
He says, "You've denied my existence, - Stutz 00:10
He says, "You've denied my existence,
Unbelievably hurt, angry, and upset. - Stutz 00:04
Unbelievably hurt, angry, and upset.
The Shadow needs attention, - Stutz 00:06
The Shadow needs attention,
The only being whose attention matters to your Shadow is you. - Stutz 00:06
The only being whose attention matters to your Shadow is you...
I want you to ask your Shadow, what can you do - Stutz 00:09
I want you to ask your Shadow, what can you do
[piano music plays] - Stutz 00:15
[piano music plays]
Meaning in, like, a social setting or a work setting or a romantic setting, - Stutz 00:11
Meaning in, like, a social setting or a work setting or a ro...
This is a tool that will hopefully make your relationship with your Shadow better. - Stutz 00:05
This is a tool that will hopefully make your relationship wi...
It's even good if you have to confront your spouse. It doesn't really matter. - Stutz 00:04
It's even good if you have to confront your spouse. It ...