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I find myself holding back from being exactly myself
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Stutz

I find myself holding backfrom being exactly myself because I don't want himto think a...

Stutz • 2022
I find myself holding back
from being exactly myself because I don't want him
to think a certain way about me

Full Transcript

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I find myself holding back from being exactly myself
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because I don't want him to think a certain way about me.
Duration
8 seconds
Views
20
Timestamp in Movie
00:49:42
Uploaded
May 03, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
Strong Baby Productions,Fishbowl Films,Diamond Docs,Valentine

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Movie Summary

Follow Hill and his therapist as he has candid discussions of mental health and the progressively worsening anxiety attacks related to movie promotion that have turned his dream job into a nightmare.
[inhales deeply] - Stutz 00:04
[inhales deeply]
But sometimes I react poorly - Stutz 00:10
But sometimes I react poorly
But I think it's cool for me to hear, like, notes on what I could do better - Stutz 00:15
But I think it's cool for me to hear, like, notes on wh...
[laughs] - Stutz 00:04
[laughs]
He wouldn't forget, trust me. [laughs] - Stutz 00:04
He wouldn't forget, trust me. [laughs]
[laughs] - Stutz 00:04
[laughs]
Um, well, one thing before we do, actually. Not a joke. - Stutz 00:05
Um, well, one thing before we do, actually. Not a joke.
Like, did you ever have-- Not like this, literally, - Stutz 00:08
Like, did you ever have-- Not like this, literally,
So he would come in and beat the shit out of his wife - Stutz 00:09
So he would come in and beat the shit out of his wife
So I think, by the time she was eight, nine years old, - Stutz 00:06
So I think, by the time she was eight, nine years old,
1932, the height of the Depression, he just ups and leaves. - Stutz 00:05
1932, the height of the Depression, he just ups and leaves.
Forty years later, he tried to, um, contact my mother, - Stutz 00:10
Forty years later, he tried to, um, contact my mother,
Every night at dinner, she'd give a tirade about men. - Stutz 00:04
Every night at dinner, she'd give a tirade about men.
"Men are this, men are that." I couldn't really disagree with her. - Stutz 00:04
"Men are this, men are that." I couldn't real...
-[Jonah] What would he do? -He'd say, "Yeah, she's right." - Stutz 00:13
-[Jonah] What would he do? -He'd say, "Yeah, she&#...
["Lovesick Blues" by Mason Ramsey plays] - Stutz 00:08
["Lovesick Blues" by Mason Ramsey plays]
It's the product of Part X, - Stutz 00:06
It's the product of Part X,
A classic example - Stutz 00:07
A classic example
What you're telling yourself is, - Stutz 00:10
What you're telling yourself is,
You feel they've mistreated you, - Stutz 00:06
You feel they've mistreated you,