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Stutz

I have to worry about forward motion,putting the next pearl on the string

Stutz • 2022
I have to worry about forward motion,
putting the next pearl on the string

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I have to worry about forward motion, putting the next pearl on the string.
Duration
4 seconds
Views
34
Timestamp in Movie
00:35:32
Uploaded
May 03, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
Strong Baby Productions,Fishbowl Films,Diamond Docs,Valentine

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Movie Summary

Follow Hill and his therapist as he has candid discussions of mental health and the progressively worsening anxiety attacks related to movie promotion that have turned his dream job into a nightmare.
I'll tell you, my life philosophy has turned into the opposite of that. - Stutz 00:05
I'll tell you, my life philosophy has turned into the o...
So instead of a turd inside of a pearl, - Stutz 00:07
So instead of a turd inside of a pearl,
Because when something bad happens, I go, like, "There's a lot to be learned - Stutz 00:09
Because when something bad happens, I go, like, "There&...
[laughs] I love you. I don't care. - Stutz 00:04
[laughs] I love you. I don't care.
[both laugh] - Stutz 00:13
[both laugh]
[Jonah] So meeting you and starting our process - Stutz 00:09
[Jonah] So meeting you and starting our process
It's hard to say. It's just I had no… healthy self-esteem. - Stutz 00:07
It's hard to say. It's just I had no… healthy self...
Having grown up overweight - Stutz 00:13
Having grown up overweight
But for me personally, - Stutz 00:05
But for me personally,
It's the version of yourself that you want to hide from the world the most. - Stutz 00:05
It's the version of yourself that you want to hide from...
And this is what I pictured that day. Me at 14. - Stutz 00:07
And this is what I pictured that day. Me at 14.
When I met you, I was 33, maybe. - Stutz 00:04
When I met you, I was 33, maybe.
I had an incredible amount of success, - Stutz 00:06
I had an incredible amount of success,
All things that should have rendered this idea of myself nonexistent… - Stutz 00:08
All things that should have rendered this idea of myself non...
…but what you explained to me was that this is how I saw myself, - Stutz 00:12
…but what you explained to me was that this is how I saw mys...
I thought, if I got successful, they wouldn't see that. - Stutz 00:05
I thought, if I got successful, they wouldn't see that.
And then I did, and then all people did was just say more of that, - Stutz 00:08
And then I did, and then all people did was just say more of...
And then I still felt like this person, - Stutz 00:11
And then I still felt like this person,
So inherently, at my core, I'm still this unlovable person, - Stutz 00:15
So inherently, at my core, I'm still this unlovable per...
[Stutz] Everybody has a Shadow. Everybody's Shadow is a bit different, - Stutz 00:11
[Stutz] Everybody has a Shadow. Everybody's Shadow is a...