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Stutz

I wanna be like a monk and be like,"These tools just help it all dissolve," but I still...

Stutz • 2022
I wanna be like a monk and be like,
"These tools just help it all dissolve," but I still feel that pain every day

Full Transcript

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I wanna be like a monk and be like, "These tools just help it all dissolve,"
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but I still feel that pain every day.
Duration
7 seconds
Views
17
Timestamp in Movie
01:22:38
Uploaded
May 03, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
Strong Baby Productions,Fishbowl Films,Diamond Docs,Valentine

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Movie Summary

Follow Hill and his therapist as he has candid discussions of mental health and the progressively worsening anxiety attacks related to movie promotion that have turned his dream job into a nightmare.
You can… you can be afraid of death, that's fine, - Stutz 00:07
You can… you can be afraid of death, that's fine,
The idea that rebirth is possible from the very worst, - Stutz 00:12
The idea that rebirth is possible from the very worst,
Yeah, I understand it's just a reality and that life just does go on. - Stutz 00:06
Yeah, I understand it's just a reality and that life ju...
But there's very few people on that list that I just don't want to fucking lose so… - Stutz 00:05
But there's very few people on that list that I just do...
What do I do? [chuckles] - Stutz 00:04
What do I do? [chuckles]
-I want a prenup. -[Jonah laughs] - Stutz 00:06
-I want a prenup. -[Jonah laughs]
[paper swishing] - Stutz 00:06
[paper swishing]
[Stutz] Yeah, this… - Stutz 00:14
[Stutz] Yeah, this…
I understand. I under-- - Stutz 00:09
I understand. I under--
Right. And I think it's good for people to see - Stutz 00:14
Right. And I think it's good for people to see
You are still in the struggle and in the fight of being a human - Stutz 00:06
You are still in the struggle and in the fight of being a hu...
Your whole thing is that you're never exempt from the pain - Stutz 00:07
Your whole thing is that you're never exempt from the p...
And I think there's something beautiful about seeing your vulnerability, - Stutz 00:12
And I think there's something beautiful about seeing yo...
[Stutz] Accepting that you won't figure it out ever. - Stutz 00:04
[Stutz] Accepting that you won't figure it out ever.
Happiness depends on how you accept that - Stutz 00:07
Happiness depends on how you accept that
But first is accept it, because if you don't accept it, - Stutz 00:11
But first is accept it, because if you don't accept it,
This is such a great moment right now. - Stutz 00:28
This is such a great moment right now.
When I get back here in the morning, I want to find you just… - Stutz 00:07
When I get back here in the morning, I want to find you just...
And it's a beautiful beach, and the waves are-- - Stutz 00:09
And it's a beautiful beach, and the waves are--
You know what my mother said when my brother, um, went into the hospital? - Stutz 00:05
You know what my mother said when my brother, um, went into ...