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Stutz

It kept me from feelingany sense of, like, able to grow pastnegative feelings about myself...

Stutz • 2022
It kept me from feeling
any sense of, like, able to grow past
negative feelings about myself and made me more ashamed of my Shadow

Full Transcript

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It kept me from feeling any sense of, like,
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able to grow past negative feelings about myself
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and made me more ashamed of my Shadow.
Duration
12 seconds
Views
31
Timestamp in Movie
00:44:35
Uploaded
May 03, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
Strong Baby Productions,Fishbowl Films,Diamond Docs,Valentine

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Movie Summary

Follow Hill and his therapist as he has candid discussions of mental health and the progressively worsening anxiety attacks related to movie promotion that have turned his dream job into a nightmare.
And it wasn't until more recently, my thirties, when I met you, - Stutz 00:11
And it wasn't until more recently, my thirties, when I ...
-You know? -[chews] - Stutz 00:05
-You know? -[chews]
-[laughs] -[man talks indistinctly] - Stutz 00:07
-[laughs] -[man talks indistinctly]
[both laugh] - Stutz 00:05
[both laugh]
He's fucking eating chocolate! You have any calls you wanna take? - Stutz 00:04
He's fucking eating chocolate! You have any calls you w...
[laughing] Um… - Stutz 00:06
[laughing] Um…
[Stutz] That's just-- - Stutz 00:06
[Stutz] That's just--
[laughs] - Stutz 00:12
[laughs]
Well, don't tell her I… - Stutz 00:10
Well, don't tell her I…
I was thinking about my first experience with therapy. - Stutz 00:05
I was thinking about my first experience with therapy.
We were at a nutritionist's office, - Stutz 00:08
We were at a nutritionist's office,
The doctor was like, "Jonah should lose weight," - Stutz 00:12
The doctor was like, "Jonah should lose weight,"
I maybe might have thought that you should lose some weight. - Stutz 00:04
I maybe might have thought that you should lose some weight.
And I kinda don't want to go to the past, but you have to go to the past sometimes, - Stutz 00:28
And I kinda don't want to go to the past, but you have ...
So you see me being an overweight kid, - Stutz 00:11
So you see me being an overweight kid,
So, I'm like, "I am not good." - Stutz 00:20
So, I'm like, "I am not good."
It immediately put you in the position of being adversarial. - Stutz 00:05
It immediately put you in the position of being adversarial.
Of like, "This is the person that doesn't… accept me." - Stutz 00:12
Of like, "This is the person that doesn't… accept ...
I do not place blame on you, - Stutz 00:11
I do not place blame on you,
[Jonah] I just want to let you know how it affected my life. - Stutz 00:04
[Jonah] I just want to let you know how it affected my life....