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Stutz

I grew up in Manhattan,so I was used to going out at night

Stutz • 2022
[piano music plays] I grew up in Manhattan,
so I was used to going out at night

Full Transcript

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I grew up in Manhattan, so I was used to going out at night.
Duration
6 seconds
Views
31
Timestamp in Movie
01:02:24
Uploaded
May 03, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
Strong Baby Productions,Fishbowl Films,Diamond Docs,Valentine

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Movie Summary

Follow Hill and his therapist as he has candid discussions of mental health and the progressively worsening anxiety attacks related to movie promotion that have turned his dream job into a nightmare.
By the time I was 21, 22, we would go out at least one out of every two nights. - Stutz 00:06
By the time I was 21, 22, we would go out at least one out o...
It was Friday. I was supposed to meet these two women at some bar downtown. - Stutz 00:05
It was Friday. I was supposed to meet these two women at som...
I said, "Great, I'll be down there in an hour." - Stutz 00:05
I said, "Great, I'll be down there in an hour.&quo...
I went back to sleep. I said, "Let me just continue this nap for 20 minutes, - Stutz 00:08
I went back to sleep. I said, "Let me just continue thi...
And I said, "I am really fucked. Something is terribly wrong." - Stutz 00:09
And I said, "I am really fucked. Something is terribly ...
If I had to go to the cleaners, right across the street from my house, - Stutz 00:14
If I had to go to the cleaners, right across the street from...
In one meeting, he told me, "Oh, you have cervical stenosis, - Stutz 00:10
In one meeting, he told me, "Oh, you have cervical sten...
See, this is my real Shadow coming out - Stutz 00:06
See, this is my real Shadow coming out
I was very good at basketball, but anything, I was dexterous. - Stutz 00:05
I was very good at basketball, but anything, I was dexterous...
Now, - Stutz 00:11
Now,
[Jonah] Do you think medical issues can lead to a lonelier existence? - Stutz 00:06
[Jonah] Do you think medical issues can lead to a lonelier e...
It was, literally, for a while there, I was afraid to go outside. - Stutz 00:06
It was, literally, for a while there, I was afraid to go out...
If I have to get out of this chair, I have to think about it. - Stutz 00:05
If I have to get out of this chair, I have to think about it...
There'll be so many moments - Stutz 00:06
There'll be so many moments
[splutters] But if that hadn't happened, - Stutz 00:08
[splutters] But if that hadn't happened,
It's like every time I get pushed down and crushed, - Stutz 00:06
It's like every time I get pushed down and crushed,
[melancholic music plays] - Stutz 00:06
[melancholic music plays]
My sense of mission, my sense of this is what I'm supposed to do, - Stutz 00:06
My sense of mission, my sense of this is what I'm suppo...
If I don't do that, I start to think about, - Stutz 00:08
If I don't do that, I start to think about,
Yeah, I get in it all the time, - Stutz 00:07
Yeah, I get in it all the time,