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Stutz

So I've essentially been paying you to lie to you, and that left me feelingmore and more...

Stutz • 2022
So I've essentially been paying you to lie to you, and that left me feeling
more and more alone

Full Transcript

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So I've essentially
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been paying you to lie to you,
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and that left me feeling more and more alone.
Duration
10 seconds
Views
48
Timestamp in Movie
00:25:45
Uploaded
May 03, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
Strong Baby Productions,Fishbowl Films,Diamond Docs,Valentine

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Movie Summary

Follow Hill and his therapist as he has candid discussions of mental health and the progressively worsening anxiety attacks related to movie promotion that have turned his dream job into a nightmare.
-[Stutz] Right. -And these-- - Stutz 00:07
-[Stutz] Right. -And these--
And I just keep asking myself, like, - Stutz 00:13
And I just keep asking myself, like,
But what I got to was like, why am I, like, hiding - Stutz 00:08
But what I got to was like, why am I, like, hiding
Why am I hiding behind a facade instead of letting you in on it? - Stutz 00:05
Why am I hiding behind a facade instead of letting you in on...
How can I make a movie where I'm talking about people - Stutz 00:07
How can I make a movie where I'm talking about people
…if the choice is to be fair and honest, - Stutz 00:20
…if the choice is to be fair and honest,
And I'm literally wearing a wig right now - Stutz 00:13
And I'm literally wearing a wig right now
It just feels… weird and false. - Stutz 00:04
It just feels… weird and false.
I want to let the audience in on the filmmaking process, and you, - Stutz 00:08
I want to let the audience in on the filmmaking process, and...
And I'm lying to you and lying to everyone else that it's going well, - Stutz 00:06
And I'm lying to you and lying to everyone else that it...
We're probably gonna be watching this scene, - Stutz 00:07
We're probably gonna be watching this scene,
Like… [scoffs] - Stutz 00:06
Like… [scoffs]
But ultimately, I just came to the truth, which is just letting you in on it. - Stutz 00:05
But ultimately, I just came to the truth, which is just lett...
If you want to stay with the truth of me and what we're trying to do, - Stutz 00:07
If you want to stay with the truth of me and what we're...
If you could do it perfectly, - Stutz 00:05
If you could do it perfectly,
So I'm thrilled that you-- - Stutz 00:15
So I'm thrilled that you--
[laughs] - Stutz 00:10
[laughs]
If I've trained you properly, - Stutz 00:06
If I've trained you properly,
The failure would be not rolling with it and not using it to go deeper. - Stutz 00:07
The failure would be not rolling with it and not using it to...
The driving force in this whole thing, to me, is your vulnerability. - Stutz 00:04
The driving force in this whole thing, to me, is your vulner...