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And he told me why I was there and why he had raped me
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The Fruit Machine

And he told me why I was thereand why he had raped me "to show me what it would beto be...

And he told me why I was there
and why he had raped me "to show me what it would be
to be with a man." And I'm saying like "Ok." I ran out of there, and I'm
walking home and I'm saying, to be with a man,
that's what it is?

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And he told me why I was there and why he had raped me
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"to show me what it would be to be with a man."
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And I'm saying like "Ok."
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I ran out of there, and I'm walking home and I'm saying,
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to be with a man, that's what it is?
Duration
18 seconds
Views
23
Timestamp in Movie
00:54:42
Uploaded
Jun 23, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
SandBay Entertainment

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Movie Summary

Some softened by age and sadness, others loud and angry, the voices of the survivors of Canada’s public service homosexual purge are now united, and determined. They are torqued by decades of silence, years of being ignored. They demand justice, and they want to be heard. Theirs is a story of betrayal that is both national and deeply personal. Men and women who dedicated their lives to public service, some signing oaths of allegiance and servitude; casualties of a political tapestry woven in the fibers of acute security measures that somehow became normalized.
Backlash, I don't know how to find - The Fruit Machine 00:06
Backlash, I don't know how to find
People knew I was there because I was waiting to be - The Fruit Machine 00:09
People knew I was there because I was waiting to be
So, one night, I was raped by three soldiers, - The Fruit Machine 00:09
So, one night, I was raped by three soldiers,
Knew what having a big one was. - The Fruit Machine 00:04
Knew what having a big one was.
To this day I still don't know who these guys were, - The Fruit Machine 00:08
To this day I still don't know who these guys were,
- It was a scenario from a horror story. - The Fruit Machine 00:05
- It was a scenario from a horror story.
in their right state of mind, - The Fruit Machine 00:11
in their right state of mind,
For me, the reality, because when I went out of there, - The Fruit Machine 00:09
For me, the reality, because when I went out of there,
I was not part of it. I was just excluded of it. - The Fruit Machine 00:05
I was not part of it. I was just excluded of it.
So, I could not trust nobody. - The Fruit Machine 00:05
So, I could not trust nobody.
I felt like I let down my whole family. - The Fruit Machine 00:04
I felt like I let down my whole family.
I was like "What am I going to do with this?" - The Fruit Machine 00:13
I was like "What am I going to do with this?"
I remember arriving in Montreal not knowing what to do - The Fruit Machine 00:14
I remember arriving in Montreal not knowing what to do
You just want to forget, so the best is drugs, - The Fruit Machine 00:07
You just want to forget, so the best is drugs,
- I actually cleaned my system of pills, - The Fruit Machine 00:15
- I actually cleaned my system of pills,
I got there, I owe two months rent, I had all kind of bills, - The Fruit Machine 00:14
I got there, I owe two months rent, I had all kind of bills,
But, you know, when they kicked us out, they told us - The Fruit Machine 00:23
But, you know, when they kicked us out, they told us
You know and I was there, and I was like "God, you know, - The Fruit Machine 00:11
You know and I was there, and I was like "God, you know...
How can you be punished for that?" - The Fruit Machine 00:11
How can you be punished for that?"
It's all upside down. - The Fruit Machine 00:04
It's all upside down.