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The Fruit Machine

And when you feel they know -I remember I looked at the walland I said "I'm giving up

And when you feel they know -
I remember I looked at the wall
and I said "I'm giving up

Full Transcript

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- And when you feel they know - I remember
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I looked at the wall and I said "I'm giving up.
Duration
6 seconds
Views
17
Timestamp in Movie
00:44:29
Uploaded
Jun 23, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
SandBay Entertainment

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Movie Summary

Some softened by age and sadness, others loud and angry, the voices of the survivors of Canada’s public service homosexual purge are now united, and determined. They are torqued by decades of silence, years of being ignored. They demand justice, and they want to be heard. Theirs is a story of betrayal that is both national and deeply personal. Men and women who dedicated their lives to public service, some signing oaths of allegiance and servitude; casualties of a political tapestry woven in the fibers of acute security measures that somehow became normalized.
I'm telling them, I am gay." - The Fruit Machine 00:09
I'm telling them, I am gay."
But right then I thought the consequences will be nothing. - The Fruit Machine 00:04
But right then I thought the consequences will be nothing.
I'm a good soldier, I do everything the way - The Fruit Machine 00:06
I'm a good soldier, I do everything the way
So, I gave up, I told them the truth, - The Fruit Machine 00:07
So, I gave up, I told them the truth,
- They started asking me about other young women - The Fruit Machine 00:09
- They started asking me about other young women
And they go through every single one of them. - The Fruit Machine 00:04
And they go through every single one of them.
They pointed out to me that I had failed it - The Fruit Machine 00:13
They pointed out to me that I had failed it
And when they asked if I knew, I said yes and they got out - The Fruit Machine 00:09
And when they asked if I knew, I said yes and they got out
I did not want to be the cause... - The Fruit Machine 00:04
I did not want to be the cause...
I didn't want to be the one, - The Fruit Machine 00:06
I didn't want to be the one,
- But for me to be in that room, somebody had to talk, - The Fruit Machine 00:08
- But for me to be in that room, somebody had to talk,
So, they were suspicious already that I'm gay. - The Fruit Machine 00:05
So, they were suspicious already that I'm gay.
- CFAO 19-20 gave them all the right to do anything - The Fruit Machine 00:08
- CFAO 19-20 gave them all the right to do anything
Every single second of your life, they know. - The Fruit Machine 00:05
Every single second of your life, they know.
- The three questions were "Are you homosexual? - The Fruit Machine 00:05
- The three questions were "Are you homosexual?
Are you bisexual? Or are you heterosexual?" - The Fruit Machine 00:14
Are you bisexual? Or are you heterosexual?"
You know what I am." - The Fruit Machine 00:07
You know what I am."
- And then they start reading - The Fruit Machine 00:07
- And then they start reading
They followed me for a whole month. - The Fruit Machine 00:06
They followed me for a whole month.
- They told me that I was a lesbian, and that there was - The Fruit Machine 00:12
- They told me that I was a lesbian, and that there was