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The Fruit Machine

This for me,that moment in my life, there was a lot of event,that was the event that I...

This for me,
that moment in my life, there was a lot of event,
that was the event that I have the most difficulty remember
all, because I was so triggered

Full Transcript

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- This for me, that moment in my life,
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there was a lot of event, that was the event that I have
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the most difficulty remember all, because I was so triggered.
Duration
16 seconds
Views
24
Timestamp in Movie
00:53:24
Uploaded
Jun 23, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
SandBay Entertainment

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Movie Summary

Some softened by age and sadness, others loud and angry, the voices of the survivors of Canada’s public service homosexual purge are now united, and determined. They are torqued by decades of silence, years of being ignored. They demand justice, and they want to be heard. Theirs is a story of betrayal that is both national and deeply personal. Men and women who dedicated their lives to public service, some signing oaths of allegiance and servitude; casualties of a political tapestry woven in the fibers of acute security measures that somehow became normalized.
I was so like, the floor opened under your feet, - The Fruit Machine 00:10
I was so like, the floor opened under your feet,
Like in my head and my self-esteem - The Fruit Machine 00:07
Like in my head and my self-esteem
- I knew that there were rapes that went on, - The Fruit Machine 00:11
- I knew that there were rapes that went on,
And letting the boys be boys. And that was acceptable. - The Fruit Machine 00:05
And letting the boys be boys. And that was acceptable.
- I went to the mess hall to meet some friends - The Fruit Machine 00:08
- I went to the mess hall to meet some friends
And some young Corporal put a drug in my glass and drugged me, - The Fruit Machine 00:18
And some young Corporal put a drug in my glass and drugged m...
I woke up in his apartment the next day - The Fruit Machine 00:06
I woke up in his apartment the next day
And he told me why I was there and why he had raped me - The Fruit Machine 00:18
And he told me why I was there and why he had raped me
Backlash, I don't know how to find - The Fruit Machine 00:06
Backlash, I don't know how to find
People knew I was there because I was waiting to be - The Fruit Machine 00:09
People knew I was there because I was waiting to be
So, one night, I was raped by three soldiers, - The Fruit Machine 00:09
So, one night, I was raped by three soldiers,
Knew what having a big one was. - The Fruit Machine 00:04
Knew what having a big one was.
To this day I still don't know who these guys were, - The Fruit Machine 00:08
To this day I still don't know who these guys were,
- It was a scenario from a horror story. - The Fruit Machine 00:05
- It was a scenario from a horror story.
in their right state of mind, - The Fruit Machine 00:11
in their right state of mind,
For me, the reality, because when I went out of there, - The Fruit Machine 00:09
For me, the reality, because when I went out of there,
I was not part of it. I was just excluded of it. - The Fruit Machine 00:05
I was not part of it. I was just excluded of it.
So, I could not trust nobody. - The Fruit Machine 00:05
So, I could not trust nobody.
I felt like I let down my whole family. - The Fruit Machine 00:04
I felt like I let down my whole family.
I was like "What am I going to do with this?" - The Fruit Machine 00:13
I was like "What am I going to do with this?"