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The Insurrectionist Next Door

I put a loaded gun in my mouth and almost blew my brainsout because I got so depressed

I put a loaded gun in my mouth and almost blew my brains
out because I got so depressed

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I put a loaded gun in my mouth
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and almost blew my brains out because I got so depressed.
Duration
6 seconds
Views
25
Timestamp in Movie
00:15:16
Uploaded
Apr 22, 2025
Genres
documentary
Production
HBO Documentary Films

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Movie Summary

Alexandra Pelosi turns her camera on some of the people who stormed the U.S. Capitol on January 6, 2021. Through a series of candid interviews, Pelosi talks to several individuals charged with crimes for their participation.
Right before I went to prison in 2012, - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:15
Right before I went to prison in 2012,
I dropped that gun on the ground and I put my hands in my face - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:08
I dropped that gun on the ground and I put my hands in my fa...
Okay? And then I picked up my gun, - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:11
Okay? And then I picked up my gun,
I put that bullet in a fucking ashtray - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:09
I put that bullet in a fucking ashtray
And then when I pissed my dad off, - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:05
And then when I pissed my dad off,
I started smoking weed when I was a teenager in school, - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:07
I started smoking weed when I was a teenager in school,
And I had a real bad cocaine addiction - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:08
And I had a real bad cocaine addiction
I'd say about 80 percent of the people - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:06
I'd say about 80 percent of the people
I only got like six or seven friends left - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:06
I only got like six or seven friends left
So, it's like a lot of the people - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:06
So, it's like a lot of the people
Is it safe for me to be here, - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:05
Is it safe for me to be here,
I'm a former member of a prison gang, - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:08
I'm a former member of a prison gang,
Remember, I did eight years of incarceration. Okay? - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:06
Remember, I did eight years of incarceration. Okay?
I had to wake up in the morning in a hostile environment, - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:06
I had to wake up in the morning in a hostile environment,
I went because I was tired - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:05
I went because I was tired
I could go to Washington DC, - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:10
I could go to Washington DC,
I was literally, month to month, scraping together my rent money. - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:07
I was literally, month to month, scraping together my rent m...
I had to go to where, "Okay, - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:08
I had to go to where, "Okay,
Am I gonna pay my electric bill or pay my rent?" - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:07
Am I gonna pay my electric bill or pay my rent?"
That's it. I'm... I'm gonna go." - The Insurrectionist Next Door 00:06
That's it. I'm... I'm gonna go."