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The Most Beautiful Boy in the World

And I'm as drunk as hell

And I'm as drunk as hell

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And I'm as drunk as hell.
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4 seconds
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Timestamp in Movie
01:22:39
Uploaded
May 26, 2025
Genres
documentary, biography, history
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Movie Summary

In 1971, due to the world premiere of Death in Venice, Italian director Luchino Visconti proclaimed his Tadzio as the world's most beautiful boy. 50 years later, that shadow still weighs upon Björn Andresen's life.
He's lying next to me, and I fall asleep. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:06
He's lying next to me, and I fall asleep.
I'm woken up by a scream, and it's her. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:07
I'm woken up by a scream, and it's her.
I can see him lying there. His lips are blue. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:05
I can see him lying there. His lips are blue.
Then we desperately, and in vain, try to... - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:07
Then we desperately, and in vain, try to...
Their diagnosis is sudden infant death syndrome. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:07
Their diagnosis is sudden infant death syndrome.
But my diagnosis is lack of love. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:04
But my diagnosis is lack of love.
I wasn't up to it. And he had to take far too much responsibility. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:05
I wasn't up to it. And he had to take far too much resp...
On his tiny shoulders, he bore the whole of our family's happiness. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:07
On his tiny shoulders, he bore the whole of our family'...
Robine didn't only lose her little brother. She lost her father as well. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:08
Robine didn't only lose her little brother. She lost he...
I descended into depression and alcohol. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:06
I descended into depression and alcohol.
...in all ways imaginable. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:04
...in all ways imaginable.
It was an ego trip. "Poor me, me, me" - I, me, mine. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:06
It was an ego trip. "Poor me, me, me" - I, me, min...
We had eight months together. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:05
We had eight months together.
He would have been 32 today. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:04
He would have been 32 today.
...what kind of voice he would've had. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:04
...what kind of voice he would've had.
And that would all have depended on how I'd acted as a father. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:07
And that would all have depended on how I'd acted as a ...
Because he was my boy. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:04
Because he was my boy.
But the fact is, I wasn't there. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:04
But the fact is, I wasn't there.
If I hadn't gone out, if I'd behaved like an adult instead, he would be alive. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:07
If I hadn't gone out, if I'd behaved like an adult...
If I'd taken my responsibility seriously, he'd still be alive today. - The Most Beautiful Boy in the World 00:07
If I'd taken my responsibility seriously, he'd sti...