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I thought, "Why in hell?"I'm... But it was almostlike Matt died

I thought, "Why in hell?"
I'm... But it was almost
like Matt died

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I thought, "Why in hell?" I'm... But it was almost like Matt died.
Duration
5 seconds
Views
19
Timestamp in Movie
00:25:05
Uploaded
Jun 23, 2025
Genres
documentary, comedy, crime
Production
Storystream Creative

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Movie Summary

In the summer of 2015, former US Marine and world record weightlifter Matt "Kroc" Kroczaleski was publicly outed as being transgender.
[emotional music] - Transformer 00:06
[emotional music]
He said, "I love Matt. I don't know this Janae. - Transformer 00:05
He said, "I love Matt. I don't know this Janae.
And, uhm... it's hard, you grieve, you hate it, you hide it. - Transformer 00:06
And, uhm... it's hard, you grieve, you hate it, you hid...
Living in this area, people say, "How's Matt doing?" - Transformer 00:06
Living in this area, people say, "How's Matt doing...
But as a mother, it's the hardest thing I dealt with. - Transformer 00:04
But as a mother, it's the hardest thing I dealt with.
And people will say: "No, it's not." - Transformer 00:08
And people will say: "No, it's not."
You can love him, walk away or... I'm not walking away. - Transformer 00:05
You can love him, walk away or... I'm not walking away.
Having to convert back to Matt, sometimes it's like depressing, a little bit. - Transformer 00:05
Having to convert back to Matt, sometimes it's like dep...
When I'm going around as Janae, I mean, I'm conscious - Transformer 00:06
When I'm going around as Janae, I mean, I'm consci...
It's not like... I mean, a little bit with a pitch - Transformer 00:07
It's not like... I mean, a little bit with a pitch
And just the way I form my sentences and the intonation behind my voice. - Transformer 00:06
And just the way I form my sentences and the intonation behi...
[phone rings] - Transformer 00:05
[phone rings]
Hello, Matt. Where are you at? - Transformer 00:06
Hello, Matt. Where are you at?
Last time I saw mom. When I saw you when you were - Transformer 00:05
Last time I saw mom. When I saw you when you were
But... But if you go up there again, - Transformer 00:05
But... But if you go up there again,
[coughing] - Transformer 00:08
[coughing]
Neither me or my wife, you know, ever dreamed that, you know, he'd get as far as he did. - Transformer 00:07
Neither me or my wife, you know, ever dreamed that, you know...
You know. [chuckles] - Transformer 00:07
You know. [chuckles]
It's just between age being a factor and then, - Transformer 00:06
It's just between age being a factor and then,
-Can't figure-- -That's my hope, - Transformer 00:05
-Can't figure-- -That's my hope,