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[Matt] Right now, there's just this feeling
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Right now, there's just this feeling of being pulled between two worlds and this, you...

[Matt] Right now, there's just this feeling of being pulled between two worlds and this, you know, complete frustration and how am I ever gonna find peace and balance, and... And at this point, I really think the honest answer is, I won't

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[Matt] Right now, there's just this feeling
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of being pulled between two worlds and
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this, you know, complete frustration and how am I
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ever gonna find peace and balance, and...
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And at this point, I really think the honest answer is, I won't.
Duration
17 seconds
Views
21
Timestamp in Movie
00:36:37
Uploaded
Jun 23, 2025
Genres
documentary, comedy, crime
Production
Storystream Creative

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Movie Summary

In the summer of 2015, former US Marine and world record weightlifter Matt "Kroc" Kroczaleski was publicly outed as being transgender.
[Matt] Being told that my hair loss is beyond the point - Transformer 00:14
[Matt] Being told that my hair loss is beyond the point
I've run meets, spotted, loaded, judged. - Transformer 00:05
I've run meets, spotted, loaded, judged.
I've done pretty much everything you can do - Transformer 00:05
I've done pretty much everything you can do
Fortunately, there's not a ton of competitors, - Transformer 00:05
Fortunately, there's not a ton of competitors,
This event is specifically for transgender competitors. - Transformer 00:05
This event is specifically for transgender competitors.
I'll be kind of, you know, basically helping them run the competition, - Transformer 00:09
I'll be kind of, you know, basically helping them run t...
That crease has to break the top of the knee - Transformer 00:06
That crease has to break the top of the knee
So if you come out of the hole and maybe come up a little bit, maybe starting - Transformer 00:05
So if you come out of the hole and maybe come up a little bi...
I'm just gonna have the spotters take it - Transformer 00:05
I'm just gonna have the spotters take it
[applause] - Transformer 00:11
[applause]
[applause] - Transformer 00:07
[applause]
I have never seen a transwoman nearly - Transformer 00:05
I have never seen a transwoman nearly
I didn't know there was one. See, I didn't know - Transformer 00:05
I didn't know there was one. See, I didn't know
If you don't mind, how long have you started transitioning? - Transformer 00:04
If you don't mind, how long have you started transition...
I've started this transition like eight times the last 10 years, - Transformer 00:09
I've started this transition like eight times the last ...
I actually felt like I lost some of that and - Transformer 00:07
I actually felt like I lost some of that and
I've tried to recover some of that, and I do feel that - Transformer 00:08
I've tried to recover some of that, and I do feel that
It's almost like I took who I used to be and who I kept trying to become. - Transformer 00:06
It's almost like I took who I used to be and who I kept...
[siren] - Transformer 00:05
[siren]
We going in San Diego last week, - Transformer 00:05
We going in San Diego last week,