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More than once I have gotten dressed up and broke down crying
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More than once I have gottendressed up and broke down crying when I look in the mirrorand...

More than once I have gotten
dressed up and broke down crying when I look in the mirror
and just so unhappy with
my body and how I looked and my lack of ability to, you know,
look feminine in the way
that I wanted to

Full Transcript

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More than once I have gotten dressed up and broke down crying
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when I look in the mirror and just so unhappy with my body and how I looked and
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my lack of ability to, you know, look feminine in the way that I wanted to.
Duration
13 seconds
Views
33
Timestamp in Movie
00:08:00
Uploaded
Jun 23, 2025
Genres
documentary, comedy, crime
Production
Storystream Creative

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Movie Summary

In the summer of 2015, former US Marine and world record weightlifter Matt "Kroc" Kroczaleski was publicly outed as being transgender.
[LuiMarco] What's up, everybody? What you are looking at are - Transformer 00:39
[LuiMarco] What's up, everybody? What you are looking ...
[Matt] When that video went public, I decided it was time to stop hiding. - Transformer 00:05
[Matt] When that video went public, I decided it was time to...
If my story was gonna be told, I wanted to be the one who was going to tell it. - Transformer 00:05
If my story was gonna be told, I wanted to be the one who wa...
Alright, well, we're here today with a very special guest. - Transformer 00:04
Alright, well, we're here today with a very special gue...
We're here with Janae Kroc, - Transformer 00:08
We're here with Janae Kroc,
Uhm, this isn't what I wanted. This was never a choice. You know, this is like... - Transformer 00:05
Uhm, this isn't what I wanted. This was never a choice....
It's either this or be miserable, you know, forever, and, uhm... - Transformer 00:05
It's either this or be miserable, you know, forever, an...
You know, at one point it drove me to consider suicide, and - Transformer 00:09
You know, at one point it drove me to consider suicide, and
Testicular cancer, ironically, and I remember thinking, - Transformer 00:11
Testicular cancer, ironically, and I remember thinking,
That's how overwhelming - Transformer 00:06
That's how overwhelming
You're very physical, I mean, - Transformer 00:15
You're very physical, I mean,
Yeah, and thank you. [chuckles] - Transformer 00:08
Yeah, and thank you. [chuckles]
[Janae] The hardest thing with my failed - Transformer 00:16
[Janae] The hardest thing with my failed
They're a hundred percent supportive. I mean, they've been telling me for years, - Transformer 00:13
They're a hundred percent supportive. I mean, they'...
You know, and for them to say, "Hey, go do your thing" - Transformer 00:09
You know, and for them to say, "Hey, go do your thing&q...
[electronic music] - Transformer 00:08
[electronic music]
[Matt] At first, you know, the attempt to transition was just - Transformer 00:06
[Matt] At first, you know, the attempt to transition was jus...
In my most recent attempt last year, I had dropped my lifting weight back - Transformer 00:09
In my most recent attempt last year, I had dropped my liftin...
After that, I came back, and I got bigger than I'd ever been. - Transformer 00:04
After that, I came back, and I got bigger than I'd ever...
For me, to be the woman that I want to be in appearance - Transformer 00:07
For me, to be the woman that I want to be in appearance