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Without Ward

I was actually considering suicideagain when when the doctor told me about a successful...

I was actually considering suicide
again when when the doctor told me about a successful suicide that
had taken place the day before

Full Transcript

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I was actually considering suicide again when when the doctor told me
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about a successful suicide that had taken place the day before.
Duration
10 seconds
Views
34
Timestamp in Movie
00:25:34
Uploaded
Mar 29, 2025
Genres
drama, romance, sci-fi
Production
N/A

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Movie Summary

Inventor creates drug that allows people to live in their wildest dreams. Now, the drug is no more, and everyone who was on it is under house arrest. Garp learns to connect with himself, and in that, to take action.
It... it was a suicide of a childhood friend of mine. - Without Ward 00:06
It... it was a suicide of a childhood friend of mine.
I thought if someone that grew up where I grew up and how I grew up - Without Ward 00:12
I thought if someone that grew up where I grew up and how I ...
...then how could we understand people in different places? - Without Ward 00:05
...then how could we understand people in different places?
How could we understand things larger than us or smaller than us? - Without Ward 00:08
How could we understand things larger than us or smaller tha...
Or more importantly, how could we understand something like God - Without Ward 00:12
Or more importantly, how could we understand something like ...
I realized... life isn't what I feel. - Without Ward 00:06
I realized... life isn't what I feel.
I wasn't depressed. I was disconnected. - Without Ward 00:05
I wasn't depressed. I was disconnected.
I want so badly to be connected, to have meaningful relationships with others. - Without Ward 00:06
I want so badly to be connected, to have meaningful relation...
But today everyone is so caught up in the world that exists - Without Ward 00:10
But today everyone is so caught up in the world that exists
So, I have invented the drug. - Without Ward 00:06
So, I have invented the drug.
The richest of the rich and the most powerful people were on it until... - Without Ward 00:06
The richest of the rich and the most powerful people were on...
Until all the assholes who ruled the Earth, like my father, gave away all their money - Without Ward 00:15
Until all the assholes who ruled the Earth, like my father, ...
Until goddamn 25% of the Earth was deputized lawyers, and 50% of the people - Without Ward 00:14
Until goddamn 25% of the Earth was deputized lawyers, and 50...
- God, shut up! - until the whole world was under one form of government - Without Ward 00:17
- God, shut up! - until the whole world was under one form o...
You know, if you just wouldn't let Ward be alone, - Without Ward 00:10
You know, if you just wouldn't let Ward be alone,
Dad will never admit it. But they're never going to ratify the contracts, - Without Ward 00:07
Dad will never admit it. But they're never going to rat...
They won't even let me pay to eat healthy - Without Ward 00:06
They won't even let me pay to eat healthy
Well, I didn't think I was gonna have to wake up and be a chunky, disheveled mess. - Without Ward 00:06
Well, I didn't think I was gonna have to wake up and be...
I didn't know I was going to have to be sick from gas and junk food. - Without Ward 00:05
I didn't know I was going to have to be sick from gas a...
Fred Kinnan Esquire's never gonna let Zaphoid B. Esquire ratify our contracts. - Without Ward 00:06
Fred Kinnan Esquire's never gonna let Zaphoid B. Esquir...