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Without Ward

I decided that the meaningof life was what I feel, and if all I was going to feelwas...

I decided that the meaning
of life was what I feel, and if all I was going to feel
was horrible all the time, why would I want to keep living?

Full Transcript

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I decided that the meaning of life was what I feel,
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and if all I was going to feel was horrible all the time,
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why would I want to keep living?
Duration
12 seconds
Views
37
Timestamp in Movie
00:24:53
Uploaded
Mar 29, 2025
Genres
drama, romance, sci-fi
Production
N/A

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Movie Summary

Inventor creates drug that allows people to live in their wildest dreams. Now, the drug is no more, and everyone who was on it is under house arrest. Garp learns to connect with himself, and in that, to take action.
So, I decided to commit suicide. - Without Ward 00:05
So, I decided to commit suicide.
When I woke up in the hospital and my doctor told me - Without Ward 00:10
When I woke up in the hospital and my doctor told me
I realized he was a hologram from a remote TV Sniggle. - Without Ward 00:06
I realized he was a hologram from a remote TV Sniggle.
This made me know that I was not connected to anyone. - Without Ward 00:05
This made me know that I was not connected to anyone.
I realized that with technology and Sniggles, we have all withered into our own space. - Without Ward 00:08
I realized that with technology and Sniggles, we have all wi...
I was actually considering suicide again when when the doctor told me - Without Ward 00:10
I was actually considering suicide again when when the docto...
It... it was a suicide of a childhood friend of mine. - Without Ward 00:06
It... it was a suicide of a childhood friend of mine.
I thought if someone that grew up where I grew up and how I grew up - Without Ward 00:12
I thought if someone that grew up where I grew up and how I ...
...then how could we understand people in different places? - Without Ward 00:05
...then how could we understand people in different places?
How could we understand things larger than us or smaller than us? - Without Ward 00:08
How could we understand things larger than us or smaller tha...
Or more importantly, how could we understand something like God - Without Ward 00:12
Or more importantly, how could we understand something like ...
I realized... life isn't what I feel. - Without Ward 00:06
I realized... life isn't what I feel.
I wasn't depressed. I was disconnected. - Without Ward 00:05
I wasn't depressed. I was disconnected.
I want so badly to be connected, to have meaningful relationships with others. - Without Ward 00:06
I want so badly to be connected, to have meaningful relation...
But today everyone is so caught up in the world that exists - Without Ward 00:10
But today everyone is so caught up in the world that exists
So, I have invented the drug. - Without Ward 00:06
So, I have invented the drug.
The richest of the rich and the most powerful people were on it until... - Without Ward 00:06
The richest of the rich and the most powerful people were on...
Until all the assholes who ruled the Earth, like my father, gave away all their money - Without Ward 00:15
Until all the assholes who ruled the Earth, like my father, ...
Until goddamn 25% of the Earth was deputized lawyers, and 50% of the people - Without Ward 00:14
Until goddamn 25% of the Earth was deputized lawyers, and 50...
- God, shut up! - until the whole world was under one form of government - Without Ward 00:17
- God, shut up! - until the whole world was under one form o...